All That I've Got

Thursday, October 04, 2007
-9:16:00 PM-

i thought that things would last for long
but apparently it was all an illusion from the start
perhaps the recent turn of events have caused all these
but i guess some things are better left unsaid
esp at this critical period
i will just try to keep everything in control
even if that means trying to put up a fake front
trying to smile when it's bleeding right inside

anyway, there is something really interesting in shoe's blog which i think it's really true.

you know you are a swimmer when....

If someone asks if you have any siblings and you start listing teammates, you might be a swimmer.

If whenever you hear an electronic beep, and you instinctively jump, you might be a swimmer.

If the phrase "This set with fins" is better than hearing "You just won $1000," you might be a swimmer.

If a friend asks how a certain guy dresses and you reply, "I only see him without his clothes on" you might be a swimmer. [SPEEDOS!!!]

If you have to try on 30 shirts just to find one that fits your shoulders, you might be a female swimmer.

If you have a permanent suit, goggle, and cap tan, you might be a swimmer.

If all you ever do is eat and sleep during school, you might be a swimmer.

If a practice of only 5000 yards sounds like heaven to you, you might be a swimmer.
(That's about 4.5 km)

If you are determined, strong, smart and tough, you might be a swimmer.

If the first thing you look at in a guy is abs, you might be a female (maybe even a male) swimmer.

If you sometimes have trouble walking because you aren't use to it, you might be a swimmer.

If jamming a piece of Styrofoam between your legs is not a kinky sexual activity, you might be a swimmer.

i miss the times when i could vent my anger and unhappiness through training.
i miss the times when i would just go round and round the pool, with no worries
i miss tjc swim team, i miss trainings, i miss nats though it was stressful at a certain pt in time.

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