All That I've Got

Saturday, September 22, 2007
-12:18:00 AM-

YEAH. the short-term freedom which i got for now (:

well, felt pretty emo since i got home. hmmm. have been thinking what i have been through for the past one month, since study break started.

to angeline, qien, dihui, sebastian
thank you thank you.
i guessed no amt of thanks can express what i really feel.
but i really thank you four for being there for me whenever i need someone.
you all just know how i feel inside out somehow.

thank you for lending me your shoulder
thank you for all those messages of " are you alright", "cheer up", "dun be so stress" and the list goes on
thank you for calling me everyday, making sure that i am alright, that i am not stress.
thank you for cheering me up when i broke down that day. i din want to break down in front of you two especially. somehow, i just dun want to cry in front of you guys.
thank you for thinking of jokes and more jokes to cheer me up, though u are stress urself.

and the list goes on...
just thank you.
i wldnt know how to smile through this period if not for you four especially
you all just stood by me throughout
these four weeks have been really tough
i guessed it's so much more stress than jct
and i duno what to expect for the next five weeks to come
but i just cant wait for everything to be over.

u all have proved me wrong that though i am the only gal among you all always, you all have tried all means to make me feel comfortable.

esp that day when you made me angry, and told me why you all wanted to make me come out and study with you all. though angry, but i am glad upon knowing the so called "motives" which you all have. thank you for knowing that i need you all to be more sensitive sometimes.

and ANGELINE, GUESS YOU ARE MUGGING HARD FOR PROMOS NOW. JIAYOU OKIES (: YEAH. AFTER OUR A'S, WE WILL GO FOR A CHALET AGAIN BEFORE THE GUYS GO NS. JIAYOU. LOVES AND DUN FALL SICK WHILE MUGGING HARD (: LOVES.

taking abt NS. i guess i will feel so odd when most of the guys go NS :( well, at least dihui dun have to go. LOLs. but i will miss the rest :(

and before the results are out, i am off to enjoy myself! woohoo!

shopping and clubbing with the swimmers tmr!

oh well, i desperately need to go for a swim. put on weight during this prelims period. :(

and went to eat durian at geylang just now. a sinful deed :( hahas. but i am really happy. and dihui and sebas, glad that everything is ok alr (: you two ah. tsk tsk.

living w/o a nice whole slp for the past two weeks have been torturous. :(

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