All That I've Got

Saturday, September 29, 2007
-8:52:00 AM-

getting the results, knowing where u went wrong, having to study the subjects which u are weak in is not easy.

LEP is driving me to the wall sometimes. why is it making me hate chinese now. i used to love chinese so much. but now, i do not see light at all in studying it. i cannot understand why must they shift the marks for the A, when it is not Singaporean students who are making the mark. it only drives Singaporean students away from taking chinese as a subject. so are we raising the standard of chinese this way?

and sorry guys for ytd. just ignore me when i am studying LEP larhs. i just feel really frustrated when i am studying it. and i meant it abt the apology. though we were kind of playing while i apologise, but yar. i really meant "sorry"

sometimes you just cant help but wonder why did u choose this path. it makes you feel that following what you love and have passion about is definitely wrong. you still have to be practical and see what are the chances of getting that distinction though u know nuts about that subject. you cant follow what you love cause the way the reality just dont allow you to. instead, it makes you hate what you used to have so much passion abt.

as for chem, i know i am whining so much to pple who are not doing as well in it. but yar. sorry. but that is chem. something that i really love and want to do well in it. but apparently, i felt that i always cldnt do well in it. duno for wad reason. but i have alr tried to get all concepts right and stuff. but still, the distinction seems so far. sighs. perhaps it's just not as mechanical as mathematics.

somehow, i realised i tend to be stubborn abt saying the word "sorry". it is only when i felt that i am really in the wrong that i will say that.

guys, do bear with me sometimes. my emotions are pretty much like a roller coaster now. sorry abt everything but i will learn to cope with my emotions.

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