Just got home from chalet. going out again later. for a different purpose. Hahahas.
alot alot of thoughts to penned down actually. but sometimes just at a lost of words when this window opens.
ytd chalet was awesome (: it was really funny with the guys arnd la. but they dont help out in the steamboat at all. only me, angeline and jiahui were busy preparing the food. the guys got their eyes glued onto the PSII. the food was alright la. kind of survival cooking like that. but was really full. then the guys help out in clearing the stuff. they were really cooperative. i thought they wld say no when we call them to clear up. but apparently, darren even brought a cloth out and begin wiping the floor. was really shocked to see that he wipes the floor. hahas.
then angeline called us to play card games. hmmm. i duno why. i have never like to play card games. so i din join in at all. after that, went to the beach. i saw this really funny "house" outside the resort. went to peep in and realised that i shldnt. it looks pretty haunted. then there is this ehs. somewhat like merry go round thing. brought back alot of childhood memories when i saw it.
the path to the beach was really dark and scary. i almost wanted to just go back to the chalet. cause what happened that night just haunts me and i dun want history to repeat itself. bt well, decided to go ahead.
sitting by the beach with you got me really emotional. you made me face up to my feelings which i chose to avoid all along. i did not want to say anything. cause i just duno how to say. just somehow, that incident is too much to describe. i dont want to bring back those bad memories again. the tears just come again. you just cant forget what happened that night.
i love spending time at the beach with you. though sometimes, it will just be so quiet and there is nth to say suddenly, but there is tranquility there. indeed like what you said, sitting by the beach just makes your heart feel really burdened suddenly. but somehow, i just wish that the night can last forever, and we could stay at the beach just like that.
walking back. we almost got lost. hahas. and it was chaotic back at the chalet. dihui was crazy. he got really high last night. i duno for what reason. they played concentration, true or dare and some ehs. poker games.
i headed for the bed. and it suddenly dawned onto me that those feelings have been hiding at a part of my heart for too long. slowly, with the music, i slept for awhile.
and guess what i saw when i woke up????!!!! they are playing a number game using cards and there is a punishment for that. and one of the punishment i saw was dihui and sebas eh. have to touch nose to nose -_-| it looks really really GAY. hahas. they played until really wild.
and then the next thing i knew was, i got involved. the next punishment was the person who got the smallest card has to ehs. kind of sit on me. -__________-||| i wasnt involved in the game at all in the first place!!!! and before i can say anything, they opened their cards and the person who said the punishment got punished in the end. i was trying to run away and hide. but well, i still got sat by someone in the end. :(
then finally they decided to sleep. after numerous times of waking up, changing my sleeping partner and stuff, the next thing i know was dihui, the big watermelon is sleeping beside me. hahas. and many alarm clocks were ringing throughout the night.
it was really fun at the chalet. though it feels really guilty to go to a chalet at this point of time. but i really need some space for fun now. really stressed out.
i am missing alot of people these few days. i really really hate Alevels. i cant meet up with anyone at all. everyone is busy. i am busy too. sighs. somehow, i felt that some friendships are really fragile. it takes both hands to clap isnt it.
anyway, i decided to get a new phone last sat. just woke up and suddenly felt that i need a new phone as i really want a cybershot one.
somehow, i wish that the night, the chalet can last forever.
getting really sick of mugging.
on the other hand, on a happier note, it's august loves (:
tired....
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