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What Is Left Of Me
mInmIn
17
20th august 1989
Temasek Junior College
LOVES <3
Family
Friends
Tjc Swim Team
The special ONE
The Meet-up cum bday celebration with Guardian and the Chung Cheng Gang. :)
went to Guardian house in the noon. his mum cooked fabulous food for me and his friend, nicholas. LOLs. the food was too much larhs. i tried my best to eat everything that i can. >.< and there are so many desserts after the lunch. and the cheesy cheesy mango cake. so cheesy. hahas. it was really cheesy. but quite nice. but well, i dun exactly like cheese cos it's a dairy product >.< i dun like anything that has to do with cows! MOOOMOOO. hahas.
was kind of guilty to make his mum cooked. cause his mum seldom cook larhs. and somemore her birthday fall on the same day as mine!!! hahas. so we celebrated it tgt. thanks for cooking! the lunch was really nice (:
i am not supposed to post pics. >.< but well, i shall post pics of the cheesy cheesy cake.
the cheesy cheesy cake which nicholas got for us. CHEESE!
Due to the cutting of the cake, i couldnt make it in time for huiyi's appointment. yahs. i learnt from this lesson that punctuality is a virtue (: well, i guessed there is always a first time. and this matter bonded us closer tgt, isnt it.
so we decided to settle for a dinner at a jap restaurant at citylink there, so that we can fulfill our secret mission. MUAHAHAHA.
BORED from waiting for a seat for 4 people. >.< so we took pics! as always, with wu xuande as the photographer. LOLs.
Hanxing and Xuande
Huiwen and I ( we were really guilty abt the fact that we made huiyi angry >.<)
and xuande has to add oil to fire. =p
till now, i am really really curious regarding how much the meal costs!! hanxing didnt want to let me see the bill. make me curious. he tore away the receipt right after paying. >.< i din get to keep the receipt. yar. the swimmers know that i keep everything that has sedimental value. LOLs. but the receipt was tore before i cld say anything. and i still duno how much the meal costs. TSK TSK.
so after that, we walked miles and miles to find a nice cake >.< SIGHS. i din noe that cake shops are so limited at city hall.
so we are on our way to our secret destination, our secret mission. LOLs.
cam whoring on the mrt train as we are on our way to fulfill our secret mission. teehee.
the cake! FINALLY!
on the secret bus to the secret place. Xuande as always have to make some funny pose and have some funny shots. LOLs. he is posing with the present he gave me.
Finally we reached the secret place and lighted the cake! teehee.
so where did we go?? hahahas.
we went huiyi's place to apologise to her larhs. (: glad that everything is alright after apologising. the trip to her place is definitely more worthwhile than gg to watch the fireworks. (:
the chung cheng gang, the bonds which hold us tight tgt.
me with the pretty cake at huiyi's place (:
make a wish!
i wish i wish i wish.
anyway, to my dearest chung cheng gang, i miss you all right after we parted!!! i guessed such meet ups are really getting fewer due to each of our own commitments. the secret mission was funny. hahas. anyway, i have a really memorable 18th bday celebration with you all due to the secret mission. hahas. xuande was saying how memorable it is hur.
truly, it is really memorable. catching up at huiyi's place is even more memorable. catching up with each other's lives, crapping, joking around, yeah. that's what chung cheng gang always does. hahas. and not forgetting, taking pics! but well, this tym i guess we din take as much cause huiyi was not there to zi lian with me. hahas.
but anyway, chung cheng gang, thanks for giving me such a memorable birthday. though meetups are really rare sometimes, but in each and everyone's heart, i believe we know where each of us stand. the bond that never break, the bond that hold us close to each other's heart.
really blessed to have you all, to know you all through huiyi.
huiyi, huiwen, huimin, hanxing, xuande- hahas. i came up with a new name that day cause xuande was being irritating as to add oil to fire. the 4Hs and the Xtra (Xuande). hahas.
love each and everyone of you! hope to see you all soon! and of course, see u all at NUS!!! I DEFINITELY WANT TO GET THERE TO SEE YOU ALL! loves!
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THE MOST WONDERFUL AND MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY EVER
17th, 18th, 19th, 20th AUGUST 2007. i am in love with each and every of this day.
really really enjoyed alot. ate alot too. LOLs. but still, thanks to all who made my 18th birthday a wonderful and marvelous one.
Swimmers, Chung Cheng Gang, Guardian Angel and the guys- darren, xin an, qi en, sebastian, dihui, clarence, elvin and my dear angeline who sacrifice her last chance to come out for me. Thank You for all that you all have done. it certainly touched me in a way or another. felt really blessed to have you all with me. i am really really thankful to have you all.
i dun have the time to blog abt everything now. i guess i will just post some pics. will blog abt it when i have the tym. my work is piling up like there is no tml since i did absolutely nth over the weekend >.<
the chung cheng gang (:
hans and xuande
the 3 Hs
THANK YOU BIG WATERMELON FOR ALL THE PLANNING
Thank you guys for making my day. dihui excluded as he was stuck in the toilet. LOLs.
the pub-asylum. sex on the beach drink is nice.
angeline, me and yawen. with cream on my face.
the people who put in many many hrs of hardwork to complete the pumpkin hse for me.
the most wonderful pumpkin house.
the pumpkin house done by angeline, qien, darren, xin an, sebastian, dihui. thanks for all the hardwork. thanks for measuring 1.5cm per rectangle. thanks for the boat. thanks for the "nan2 gua1 lu2" which u all named it after. thanks for cutting, pasting and having patience with it. i am really really really utterly amazed by what you all did, esp when u all are all guys, except angeline. thanks for hanging on and completing the pumpkin hse.
they did everything from scratch.
the hse before completion
thank you for kfc-ing with me when i randomly said that i wanted to eat kfc for once.
thank you swimmers for the cake and surprise
thank you for the happy bday song. thank you jiehan for playing it. thank you shuhan for learning it. thank you all for learning it. thank you for the wonderful surprise. thank you for coming to school. (:
Many thanks to:
i cant state each and everyone as my phone cant be disconnected from the com larhs. i cant really remember everyone. but i will try. sorry if i miss out any.
mummy, daddy, huiting, jasmine, rongxin, sue chee, shuhan, glendon, jiehan, ivan, rachel tan, guardian angel, huiyi, huiwen, hanxing, xuande, james, zhiwei, jingyi, darren, xin an, qien, angeline, sebastian, dihui, xiao yong, yawen, elvin, clarence, kelvin, peiwen, chuilaam, verena, fenglin, waikit, chee keong and.... i cant remember any anymore. sorry if i miss you out. but u are definitely not forgotten. (:
once again, thank you all (:
LOVES LOVES LOVES~
turning 18 is so happy~ wheee~~~
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celebrated birthday in advance with the swimmers ytd at fish and co. din want to go there cause of the embarrassing bday rap which they have >.< but ok la. after being through it, it wasnt that embarrassing after all.
shu emohan got ivan to treat me to fish and co cause of something which he said wrongly ytd. LOLs. the story made up was hilarious. i couldnt make myself look sad when i entered fish and co. then ivan took out the tickle me elmo somemore. make me want to laugh more. LOLs. i was trying hard to be serious.
then ivan bought the story and agreed to treat. HAHAs. i was very surprised that he bought the story so fast.
shared sword fish collar and prawn and shrimp pasta with shu. the pasta tastes unique. LOLs.
so i really got my treat. LOLs. but felt pretty bad >.< but thanks to glen, emohan and shu for coming up with the story. it was hilarious.
there was this freaky thing which happened when the birthday rap was sang. >.< scare the hell out of me and shu.
and here are some of the pictures!
shu and i
trying to imitate what ivan did
sharing the gigantic drink!
BALLOONS!
SWIMMERS AT FISH AND CO.
sue and i (:
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(:
angeline said that i have an emo post again.
so i decided to have a (: post. LOLs.
anyway, i am really (: (: (: now.
felt really blessed. (: (: (:
though stressed :(
hahas. the big watermelon got me really curious abt what they are doing on sunday. but i refuse to know what they are doing. LOLs. i dont want to know big watermelon stop telling me that it's taking up alot of time and stuff. it gets me really curios >.< but yeah! we are going a really nice place for fooooodddd. (: yummy yummy. i realised i need to lose wt this week so that i can indulged on FOOODDD this weekend. (: YUMMY. LOLs.
and the big watermelon kind of forced me to say something just now. uh oh. i didnt know what to say mahs.
my life is (: now.
i hope it stays this way.
hmmm. but somehow, i dun understand why some pple hmmm. nvm.
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sometimes i really wonder what do i exactly want from you.
when you arent what you are
it actually makes me worried that everything may change frm that day onwards.
and i dont want to go through that period anymore.
it was really difficult to walk out.
but when you are what you are,
i hoped that you could be more understanding and knows that i cant be there everytime.
cause my life cant revolve arnd you at this moment at this time.
i have to be rationale and think of the future.
i dont know what do i exactly want either.
i only know that i am worried.
**glen and shu got me really touched. (:
i miss you all loads :'(
not seeing you all for nearly a week due to the hols seems like eternity :(
not being able to meet up with u all and mug with u all kills me.
and you all are really clever to figure it out huhs. LOLs.
both of you asked the same qn. hahas.
but it's not entirely la.
(: (: (:
but still, thanks for telling me that everything is fine. (: loves loves loves.
i guess sometimes comforting words like " i will be there for you whenever you need someone" just dont work. efforts need to be put in somehow i guess.
no matter what, i still love all of you (:
random random post.
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it's hard to enjoy the best of both worlds.
i felt kind of detached sometimes.
but yar.
i know i am just thinking too much.
but i am just afraid that something that i am thinking of happens.
and how will i react then.
i find it really really really hard to maintain some friendships. the efforts are not being recognised.
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Just got home from chalet. going out again later. for a different purpose. Hahahas.
alot alot of thoughts to penned down actually. but sometimes just at a lost of words when this window opens.
ytd chalet was awesome (: it was really funny with the guys arnd la. but they dont help out in the steamboat at all. only me, angeline and jiahui were busy preparing the food. the guys got their eyes glued onto the PSII. the food was alright la. kind of survival cooking like that. but was really full. then the guys help out in clearing the stuff. they were really cooperative. i thought they wld say no when we call them to clear up. but apparently, darren even brought a cloth out and begin wiping the floor. was really shocked to see that he wipes the floor. hahas.
then angeline called us to play card games. hmmm. i duno why. i have never like to play card games. so i din join in at all. after that, went to the beach. i saw this really funny "house" outside the resort. went to peep in and realised that i shldnt. it looks pretty haunted. then there is this ehs. somewhat like merry go round thing. brought back alot of childhood memories when i saw it.
the path to the beach was really dark and scary. i almost wanted to just go back to the chalet. cause what happened that night just haunts me and i dun want history to repeat itself. bt well, decided to go ahead.
sitting by the beach with you got me really emotional. you made me face up to my feelings which i chose to avoid all along. i did not want to say anything. cause i just duno how to say. just somehow, that incident is too much to describe. i dont want to bring back those bad memories again. the tears just come again. you just cant forget what happened that night.
i love spending time at the beach with you. though sometimes, it will just be so quiet and there is nth to say suddenly, but there is tranquility there. indeed like what you said, sitting by the beach just makes your heart feel really burdened suddenly. but somehow, i just wish that the night can last forever, and we could stay at the beach just like that.
walking back. we almost got lost. hahas. and it was chaotic back at the chalet. dihui was crazy. he got really high last night. i duno for what reason. they played concentration, true or dare and some ehs. poker games.
i headed for the bed. and it suddenly dawned onto me that those feelings have been hiding at a part of my heart for too long. slowly, with the music, i slept for awhile.
and guess what i saw when i woke up????!!!! they are playing a number game using cards and there is a punishment for that. and one of the punishment i saw was dihui and sebas eh. have to touch nose to nose -_-| it looks really really GAY. hahas. they played until really wild.
and then the next thing i knew was, i got involved. the next punishment was the person who got the smallest card has to ehs. kind of sit on me. -__________-||| i wasnt involved in the game at all in the first place!!!! and before i can say anything, they opened their cards and the person who said the punishment got punished in the end. i was trying to run away and hide. but well, i still got sat by someone in the end. :(
then finally they decided to sleep. after numerous times of waking up, changing my sleeping partner and stuff, the next thing i know was dihui, the big watermelon is sleeping beside me. hahas. and many alarm clocks were ringing throughout the night.
it was really fun at the chalet. though it feels really guilty to go to a chalet at this point of time. but i really need some space for fun now. really stressed out.
i am missing alot of people these few days. i really really hate Alevels. i cant meet up with anyone at all. everyone is busy. i am busy too. sighs. somehow, i felt that some friendships are really fragile. it takes both hands to clap isnt it.
anyway, i decided to get a new phone last sat. just woke up and suddenly felt that i need a new phone as i really want a cybershot one.
somehow, i wish that the night, the chalet can last forever.
getting really sick of mugging.
on the other hand, on a happier note, it's august loves (:
tired....
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