it's really hard to smile for the people who love you. really hard. i am consumed by the night, by the memories, by the person who have hurt me so much but never knows that. it's really hard. i really dont want to make those who care worry, but i really find it hard to smile.
it's an open wound that is bleeding profusely and i cant stop it from bleeding.
sorry. i disappoint those who care and love me once again. sorry. please bear with me.
i really really hate the person, the third party. if not for her, things wouldnt be so bad.
tears sucks.
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