something really really bad happened that day. i have never thought to have to meet with this kind of mishap. i lost every memory that i have in the past. really scary experience. it haunts me every now and then when i think back.
though things are getting really tough, but i m determined to walk out of this shadow now. cause i realised that i have made alot of people worry for me. sorry.
the tears just come somehow in torrents these two days. not that i dun want to say what happened. but it's something that really cannot be known to some, and somehow, i am tired of repeating the story all over again.
i thought that i have become much stronger after talking to some, but after that incident, i realised that i could just break down. cause it's too much to bear. i am haunt by that incident and you just abandon me aside when i really need you the most.
i kept crying when i went to mr ang's lesson. >.< I think he thinks that i m crying over my maths or something. LOls. so coincidentally, the tears always come before his maths tutorial.
but i am determined to stop the tears from now. i hope i can do it. i dun want people to worry for me anymore. i want back that cheerful me. i want back that minmin who will smile from the bottom of her heart. and really smile. it's hard but i will try my best to do it.
and alevels is coming. really looming near. i cant let it affect me anymore.
and shuhan was so sweet today. lols. she got me happy food and wrote a snoopy note. (:
i felt really blessed to have you all.
stay strong, for the people who love you. do not cry for the person who is not worth it.
the very funny thing is, you do not even know that the tears were cause of...
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