All That I've Got

Monday, July 02, 2007
-9:21:00 PM-

as the time draws nearer to tmr morning,
i am becoming more and more gan chiong.
sucks

WHY IS EVERYONE IGNORING ME
ESP MS WONG HUITING
HUMPH
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND HER SINCE MORNING BUT DIDNT MANAGE TO
HUMPH
I AM DAMN FRUSTRATED
GRRGRRR
EVERYONE IS IGNORING ME LARHS
THIS IS SO IRRITATING

den sue was like
why cant u talk to shu about it
why must find huiting
actually i also duno
it's just
i want to find her larhs
grrgrrr
WONG HUITING
WHERE EXACTLY ARE YOU
SUPER FRUSTRATED NOW LARHS
GRRGRR
WHY EVERYTIME WANT TO FIND YOU LIKE SUPER URGENTLY U ARE ALWAYS NOT THERE

i am damn emo and insane for the whole day
i spent like duno how much on food
i ate like duno how many stuff today

sometimes
it just makes me wonder
u said that u will be there for me
but what exactly did u do when i needed u the most
u dun understand what i am going tru at all
u just choose to change the topic when i try to tell u how bad i feel
like wth
and makes things worse
i feel like
i am so irritated
pple say that u are a jerk
i din choose to believe
i thought perhaps i was wrong in making u say those things
but as time goes by
i gradually believe them
why must u always make me feel as if...
argh
cant u just understand what i feel
and stop trying make me feel worse
or rather only care about YOURSELF
argh
i am so irritated

and pple say that they are your true friends
or rather u think that they are
but sometimes
pple that u think who are are not
instead
it's those whom u neglected who stand by u...

it makes me feel that i shldnt have put in that much effort afterall.

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