went beyond what i thought i couldnt achieve during training (:
1min 50sec for 10x100m broken swim. proud, really proud of myself.
but my arms feel like they are going to ehs. fall off any moment? >.<
how to train tmr in this condition >>>.<<<
but i will hang in there. i hope i can. though i really feel like dying.
i m super stressed out. jcts, swimming, competition, trainings, stacks of notes to mug. just kill me.
pls. dun have high expectations of me for this jct. i promise i will do better.
i felt really trapped by all those emotions. sometimes i really wish to say it all out. just say what i feel. stop trying to put up a strong front. but somehow, something is holding me back. i duno what though.
guardian, i know that i hurt you once again. but sorry. not at this point of time. i guess i need to sort out my feelings before anything. but that's only after A levels.
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