had a happy day today :) it has been so long since i felt this kind of happiness. last week was really bad. i was totally in a foul mood like everyday.
i managed to fight my fears and the pain during today's training =) training was horrible last fri. i could nt exert my left hand to pull at all as my chest hurts whenever i do so. the pain was so unbearable. but at least, for today, i managed to fight whatever pain i felt =) really satisfied. and did my PB too! shuqi did hers too! yeah! but my ankle hurts though. argh. >.< ok. stop whining.
rach lim said that we have 39 trainings left before nats. 39 trainings. it's amazing how soon we are leaving the team. training maybe tough and tiring. but i dun feel like leaving the water and the team. how i wish that A levels can just dun exist. perfect world.
i am confused regarding those feelings. i know somehow, part of me is not following the logical mind of mine. are both of us trying to forget what has happened or is stopping the situation from getting worse. i duno. all i know is... u seem to be colder now....
on the other hand, the things that u told me today really touched me =) really brighten up my day.
i really love the life i m living now, apart from the stress from studies. how i wish that time would just stop.
thanks to the many who accompanied and encouraged me through these few days, which were kind of tough for me, due to so many things happening and taking place, draining me bit by bit. but if werent for u all, i guess i wont be able to survive through.
Stay strong. I hope i can.
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