so finished hanxing's tag, shall blog.
anyway, this week has been a pretty up and down week for me. really like going on a roller coaster ride like that. anyway, thanks my dear huiting and yawen for standing by me when i really needed just that. you two really touched me. the things u all said, u all did, just making sure that i m alright. that's enough. =)
drama performance is coming up. i think the people in drama are really nice people. it's like i duno how to say. but they are just very nice pple. you dun feel weird talking to them abt things. yupp. but i think we have to be more efficient. really. anyway, going for rehearsals now are not really a chore for me now. i just love spending some time with drama sometimes.
training on friday really gave me a great sense of accomplishment. thanks ivan for the pacing! =) but i nearly died after sprinting for 16 x 50m. felt like giving up during the 12th set and onwards. but yeah. with ur team mate pacing and pushing u, u cant afford to give up. but i realised i have a habit of holding really tight on the lane rope when i feel really tired and wanted to give up. hahas.
i will miss dinner with the swim team for two weeks!!! =( bet lenard they all will go for the 50 percent discount w/o me!!!!
and there are SO MANY SO MANY MAY BABIES!!!! oh no. how how. and these MAY BABIES are really IMPT PPLE. hahas. i must do something for them. hmmm. i m really cracking my brains to do personalised stuff for these IMPT PPLE. hahas.
and i feel really demoralised in my studies. i have never felt like that before. i really cldnt grasp the concepts in maths and bio. argh. it's driving me really crazy. and so i shall go grasp them now. hais.
huiting
i really admired ur courage to do that thing.
i will never be able to do that.
i know i have to come to a decision soon.
but u noe i cant.
i duno how.
but i wont allow myself to get hurt again.
i wont.
my stand is pretty much there already.
i learnt my lesson.
it really hurts.
swimming. studies. no more.
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