life has been pretty much the same these few days. school, den trainings, home, sleep, school and everything repeats. sick of the routine but yahs. just 20 plus weeks to go and i will be freed.
sue got 2nd and 4th in the 800m and 400m events for tj's track and field. so happy and proud of her. hahas. the team cheered like crazy during her 800m event that i felt like i have no voice after the thing. she said that she could her us for the whole event =)
talking abt track and field championships, i was dumb enough to agree to join the 3km run. i nearly died. but yeah. thanks to qien, sue, shuqi and lenard, managed to survive the run and did a above expectation timing. hahas. but i wont do such dumb things ever again. which explains why i refuses to sub verena or xuanyun for their 800m event. no way man. somemore is short dist. sorry.
i have to go back to school for drama after training today!!!!!!!!! like how? and i will be super tired. sobs. and the fact that the back gate will not be opened and i have to walk to the front gate is irritating. and i have equipments to carry which are so heavy!!! GRRRGRRRGRRR.
i felt like i m being driven crazy by you.
i duno what's the meaning of all these and i really wish to know.
i feel so lost towards what you say sometimes.
i duno if it means the truth or was it just a lie or was it just the norm that you would do.
i dun deny that the special feeling is there.
but whenever i take the initiative, u remained laid back.
and when u took the initiative, i chose to reject.
not cos i dun appreciate your efforts,
it's just i duno when i should and when i should not.
you think that my world is complicated to understand,
i think the same of yours too.
i duno how you tried to understand my world and actually know the pple arnd me.
but i realised i cant do the same for you.
i really dun understand your world.
and i really wish that i could understand.
i felt more and more distant from you
and u are colder to me now
i dun wish to ask
but deep in my heart,
i wish to know why.
i may seem not to care
but i actually do
really do.
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