All That I've Got

Saturday, January 06, 2007
-10:52:00 PM-

School has started for three days. could feel the pressure building up as each day passed by. sighs.

Station master with huiting on the second day of school. time passed pretty quickly. hahas. and i was enjoying my cha2 guan3 when the first og came. the year ones are pretty enthu as compared to our batch. and seeing them go through orientation brings back so many memories, esp with the "Royalties" clique. i still miss u all!!!

got to know that i was selected for LEP H3 ytd. GRR. what's the point of taking a H3 for a subject that i am already trying to cope with its H2 syllabus. i m just not going to take it. haven't been able to find the VPs or peng lao shi to tell them that i don't want it. sighs. but i got a gut feeling that i would have to take it in the end. whatever. i will just drop it somewhere in the year. i m not going to waste my time on a sub that i have no interest in at all. NOT EVEN A BIT OF INTEREST TO TALK ABOUT. i love chinese, but not LEP, and moreover, not the H3 syllabus.

cha2 guan3 is pretty interesting. but it took me pretty long to figure out what exactly is it taking about. why cant teachers give us a notes on all the background info cum chinese history that we have to know before making us read the text. LEP could be made much easier when we know chinese history. i think the syllabus for LEP should include a section of chinese history. things would be much easier this way. sadly, background info is assumed to be in our minds somehow.

Fashion show for the swim team ytd was alright i guessed. i duno. hahas. received different comments regarding it. but the guys' part was really hilarious.

someone called me on thurs which i chose not to pick up. the call came while i was taking my nap. normally i would pick it up. or rather i expect myself to jump at that call when i saw the name. but apparently, i chose to miss it and did not return the call after i woke up. i duno why m i reacting this way. i thought i have always wanted that person to call me but apparently, now, i dont. i duno why. perhaps i dun have that special feeling to talk about anymore. and somehow, i guessed, things would be better this way?

pretty satisfied with the things which i did today. =) though i got really frustrated halfway.

the venue for ivan's party could not be fixed. sorry about the function room thing. argh. hope glen could get the function room. if not, perhaps i shall go and find robin to help. hmmm.

i m pretty scared of facing that kind of failure. i spent so much time on it. i hoped things are still the same. i duno. i m really scared. kept thinking about it. hoping that i could find an answer to it soon.

hmmm. shall go read cha2 guan3 stuff again. yawns. so many political stuff. chim-mi-lo-gy.

and hope that those around me who are going through serious mood swings could cheer up =) i m always here for u!

and those who are sick could get well soon!(*hint hint* to huiting who refuses to see a doc though she felt like vomiting for four days and have no appetite for these days. tsk tsk.)

AND the most demoralising thing this week is: i couldnt lose any weight!! and i duno why. >.< sobs.

independence come with growing up.

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