felt so drained after this week. it's like i m practically staying back after school EVERYDAY and have so many things to do. wad's worse. there are THREE tests next week. like wth. cant they spread it out. damn stressed. and my weekends are kind of busy.
have been in a dilemma on whether to continue with H3 chem. i mean i really enjoyed the lessons. it's really really interesting. but i really have no time if i continue taking it. and i m sure gonna compromise my H2s cos of it. it's not that it has alot of tutorials to be completed, but the fact that it makes my hrs in school VERY LONG. i duno. i made so much effort just to be able to take it. and now. i duno how. HAIZ. i dread march coming. cause it means that i really have to make a decision on whether to carry on taking it or not.
din really have much training this week as mon has H3 and wed distributing flyers. it was quite fun. =) hmmm. time with the swimmers are like getting lesser cause of the many commitments that each of us have. today's training motivated me alot i would say. but i duno why. i felt really tired during the run. it's like, somehow i dun have the energy to run at all. and "stitch" sucks like hell. but was proud that yeah. ran ten rounds round the track in a day. if not for the stupid rain in the morning, could have ran more.
really surprised at how things have turned out since school reopens. am really glad that we are back together, having fun, mugging together, discussing homework together and the many more things. i hoped that things would stay this way. i guessed that it was really wrong on my side to neglect you all. alright. i will not pangseh u all so much anymore. but not exactly pangseh. but well, like leave u all aside and went away with others i guess.
my arms are aching.
STRESSED. HAIZ.
i have like a zillion and one things to do. and being someone with short term memory, i really cant remember so many things and my time is really limited.
the stupid CIP thing is getting on my nerves. it's like the library dun respond at all. and they refer me to some stupid shit helpline when i actually have already given them my request. and they dun bother to make sure that there is space for us to do CIP.
sometimes, i m given so much tasks to do that i really forgot everything.
i m tired. but still trying to fight on.
dilemma. what exactly are my goals? will i be going after something impossible?
i m tired of talking. jus feel like shutting up.
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