All That I've Got

Monday, December 04, 2006
-12:42:00 AM-

there is training tmr! =) it's kinda my last two trainings before i go off. and i m missing 3 water trainings. =(

my stamina still not there on friday. =( but will work hard de! yeah! love swim swim swim. =)

went to my auntie's house ytd. heard quite a no. of things. ehs. have no comments though. i tink is complicated. no. it should be very complicated. haiz. but i think for me, no matter wad my parents have done, i would still support them when i grew up. i mean, they are my parents afterall. but well, i would say maybe is cos i never have really really nasty parents, so i wouldnt know how it feels.

studied with sebas today. saw jing yi and qian qian when we were studying. and i m totally addicted to that adorable kid. he is so so so so cute. love kids so much. i dun understand why pple say they dun like kids. love hugging them, playing with them, pinching them. lol.

i bought an addidas shirt! it's very cheap larhs. and it's so nice. and my parents want me to wear only when we go bangkok. -_-| i was tinking of wearing it soon. and my parents were like, ok. u shall wear this shirt when we take the plane to bangkok. -_____________-|||||||

the swimmers are going balcony tmr!!!!!!! i cant go =((((((( my parents are kinda unhappy when i hang out too much last week and fell sick. so no going out for me.
=((((( i wanna go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with the swimmers!!!!!!!!!!!! sad. hais. balcony!!! hais. hope they have fun tmr!

i have that gut feeling that i will feel distant after the trip. i duno. i m damn scared. i dun wan this to happen. they mean alot to me. if that were to happen, i would rather not go bangkok at all. and my gut feeling is always right. no. i dun wan.

i m enjoying that kind of special feeling, attention that u always give me. maybe is that i m tinking too much. but i really really hope that things stay on this way. at least dun wake me up from those dreams.

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