i still duno how. i really feel like giving up. it keeps bothering me. makes me think of so much things. hais. like how. i really duno. i really lost the feel. trying to get it back. SIGH. i duno how. and it's irritating when it keeps bothering u.
i love those talks with shuqi. no wonder she is my rose. haha. understanding and caring. love u to bits. it has been so so so so long since i see u can!!! hope to see her for the last training. but nevertheless, i will see her anyway. =)
happy to meet up with jiayi today. it has been ages since we met and really go out. shared some thoughts with her. withdrawal symptoms sucks. yahs. no one like to suffer from it. hope she is recovering.
perhaps i took ur words too seriously. but it jus kinda irritates me sometyms. but well, ok. it's my problem.
two different worlds can never exist. i understand that. but i m sinking deeper when i chose not to believe at times. just controlling. hais.
i love the autopilot feeling. cos it makes u feel that u could really jus cut tru the water freely. it makes u forget the many troubles that u have. it lets u float away to ur lala land. but that autopilot feeling is hard to get.
i still haven get a present for him.
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