All That I've Got

Sunday, September 10, 2006
-12:36:00 AM-

i practically slacked for the whole day today.>.< sighs. oh well. i really need a break. i cant take it animore. and i cant mug without goldfish. i dun wanna be so dependent on her.

i tink that different pple have different expectations of themselves. i dun like it when pple think that i m jus talking crap when i felt really discouraged by my studies. it's not always that i can perform well. and there are really times when i felt really discouraged. and all i get it was. pls lahs. u performed so well in the past. dun be so paranoid. performing well in the past is not equal to i will always perform well. in promos or wadeva. i mean. i really cant cope with certain subjects sumtimes. i really cant rem/ memorise all the stuff. i mean i know my limits very well. just like now. i totally have no confidence for my promos. but all i get was. well. i dun wanna say much.

it's only goldfish who understands. she knows wad i mean and why i said that. i mean i have that kind of expectations for myself. if i dun achieve it, of course i will feel sad. like who wont. it's a matter of different pple have different expectations. yah. if u get wad i mean. i duno hw to bring my point across.

and sry if i really hurt u. i m really sry. i noe sumhw i go back on my words. i m like tat when i felt really stressed up by studies. just give me three more wks. pls. dun leave me alone during these three weeks. all i cld say is SORRY. i noe it doesnt mean anyth to u nw. since u r really angry with me.

just three more weeks.

and i mus do alot of things after promos.
the list of things:

go swimming with goldfish and teach her too!
go kbox with goldfish and jonice and sufen
go watch movie with goldfish.
go to ******* to eat =P
prepare someone's bday present.
accompany someone where ever he wants to go.
meet up with ehs. alot. jus wan a meet up with pple whom i haven meet up for long!
go bangkok! hahs. i love this man. hees.

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