All That I've Got

Friday, September 01, 2006
-11:27:00 PM-

Life has been pretty the same. mugging, studying, mugging, studying. and wad else. of course, there are many ups and dwns that have been gg round but i decided to leave it aside. Goldfish words have somehw made me woke up and realised tht it's no pt brooding over things that don matter. well, perhaps this may have turn me inhuman. but before that, think of the times when i tried to take initiative. when i m hurt. when i care so much. and all u did was nothing. oh. u only hurt me deeper. so well, dun blame me for being so inhuman now. i tink i m happier this way. i m no longer hurt. i no longer care. my world is different. and ya. u aint gonna disrupt my life.

went back to cchms ytd. talked to the usual teachers. hahs. have a fun time talking to them. and i saw WANTING!!! oh man. she has becum so pretty lahs. *inferior* lol. PRETTY GAL! miss the time in sec two when we were so close. and oh, ur fish and chips. still rememeber? when u helped us to settle the conflict among me, mj and carol. and u din get to eat ur fish and chips. and tian tian too. awww. i miss this times man. we were jus so innocent.

i love mugging with goldfish. she is forever not giving up. den why should i? yeah! we must mug hard and jia you! =))

i ate dim sum today = fats build up. argh. sighs. ok. i shall refrain frm such little treats until training starts. but dim sum is nice. with jie. =)

my swimming skills has deproved. =( demoralising. sighs. i cant get the stupid high elbow lahs. my arm hurts. >.<

u chose to turn me inhuman.

and to someone if he ever knows: it's not me who wan ths to turn out like this. pls get to the bottom of the matter b4 throwing ur temper at me. i guess we cant communicate that well anymore.

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