All That I've Got

Monday, August 07, 2006
-9:24:00 PM-

i m damn angry now.
SORRY is not a word that can cure
get it
i dun wanna hear a single sorry animore
wad's the use of saying sorry

i WONT EVER DATE U ALL OUT AGAIN
out of 10 times which we decided to go out,
9 times u all last minute say cannot
and it's sending messages that say " CANNOT" TOGETHER
wtf
and it's u all hu want it in the first place

EXCUSES EXCUSES EXCUSES

i m damn irritated
pissed off
wadever
i have been tolerating this for the whole day
fuming mad
wad's the use of saying hw much u all valued the frenship
when u all showed nth but shit
pile of shit

like wad huiting said
even if the whole world dun wanna go
we will jus go eat seoul together
afterall
it's the people who really cares who matters
and seoul garden is much nicer aniway

i dun need this kind of frenship anyway.

okies.on another note,i love today's training
after running 5 rounds
went to play bball with the guys
and it's only me
the gal there
lols

glendon was really nice to encourage me on the way
cos for some times
i felt really guilty for making them lose >.<
but bball was fun!!!

too bad
i cant go and watch "click" with the swimmers tmr
at least i know that they are really nice people to be with
they wont give u EXUCSES ON THE WAY
saying SORRY when it doesnt cure at all.

Let me clarify
i m not angry with the fact that u all are not gg tmr
but angry with the fact that this is the 918448027027580720 times u all say u all cant make it
and it's cos one person cant make it
the other person says cant make it too
and it's when u all say u all wanna go in the first place

and prob is u all only tell me
and i have to be the bad person to inform others
when it isnt my fault at all

no matter hw much u all show nor say that u all value this frenship
i guess it's jus words without actions
or rather at least
i guess i cant feel it animore
nor do i wan to try to feel it
it's really tiring
i m not gg to hold on anymore
i m jus gg to value those who really matters
and who really cares
it's u all who tries to break it up
so shut up about saying hw bad things are now
oh mayb
u all nv tot of hw bad things are b4
cos whether the frenship stands or stays
it doesnt matter a single bit to u all animore.

i love to be with the swim team~ but sighs. i needa prepare myself for the next BIG th. sighs

mr loh says i m in for the MAZARIN programme
which i have yet to see the results
hmmm.

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