All That I've Got

Friday, August 11, 2006
-5:32:00 PM-

just a random post full of random thoughts except one.

i shall not be a KPO and organise such outings anymore
in the end
pple blame u for being angry and stuff
im angry
but disappointed
when some cldnt put themselves in ur shoes
thinking that organising outings are just informing
and informing
and when people pangseh
u jus inform
so it's jus INFORM
the date, the time, the venue
nth else

hw about trying to consolidate the times when the most people can make it( for ur info, we r holding outings which include people not in TJ. so their timetable is totally different)
hw about trying to make sure that people are happy with the programme lined up
hw about trying to make sure the budget of the programme is alright
hw about trying hard to persuade people to go (the hardest of all)
hw about thinking of the best time, besting venue, best activity blah blah blah
and after planning so much
what do u get

PEOPLE PANGSEH

and nvm
They think that it's alright to do so
cos ur job is only to INFORM
wad for care about hu is going and hu is not
just those who wanna go go
those who dun wan dun go
hahahahahahaha
laughing my head off
would this be a successful outing
afterall i dun see the pt of gg

okies
i shan't care anymore
i shan't stoop myself so low and persuade pple to go
afterall why do we need such outings
when people dun even understand hw u feel

that's the ending u get for being a KPO
so morale of the story:
dun be a KPO and organise outings cum bday parties for other people
cos no one will appreciate it
and wad do u get
ppl thinking that u got nth better to do.

we shall just stay at home and hibernate
and study
study
study

oh well
i have a much more interesting life

i m not pushing the blame to the people involve.
i noe i mayb at fault for over reacting
but it jus kinda disappoint me when u all felt that u all aint wrong AT ALL
and blaming me for everyth
that's wad u get for being a KPO

i love this para from huiting's blog
it spells exactly wad i feel

about you-noe-wad thingy, i duno wad to say either. i mean, as ive told somebody. im trying to keep everybodi together too. but if pple wan to walk away or choose to walk away, they can gladly tell us. i dun wan to be a kpo to zi tao mei qu to organise stupid outings wit no meaning. i mean, i can always dun include u if u dun wan to. ur birthday isnt impt to me either. its not mine wad~ i just thot it'll be nice to have someone or a group of someones to rem ur bday and celebrate wit u, to give u a surprise and show that u r being cared for. but apparently, why are we always the one wanting ppl to get together and making as thou we are forcing pple to come?

and huiting only tried to organise one outing. and she has this kind of feeling le
hw about trying to organise four to five outings in 7 months
and in the end
u r just being too KPO. sighs

okies
i finish my piece
again
i m not exactly angry
but disappointed
so well
it took 8 months to realise that
we DUN UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AT ALL
AND CLDNT EVEN TRY TO PUT ONESELF IN THE ORGANISER'S SHOES

huiting pangseh me today
din run 2.4 km with me lols.

sighs
life is getting more and more stress
i m tired
tired tired
hais

PW
it's such an irritating sub
cld we abolish it
pls hais

IT and APPLIED SCIENCE school food rocks
but i gained 0.5kg as a result
sighs
i dun dare to eat so much anymore >.<
sobs

i aint training much
i m having a phobia of water
cos of that time when i felt so gooey and feel like vomiting
that feeling sucks
i m afraid that the feeling wld be back
bt i cant wait for PROMOS to be over
i wanna SWIM

hw i hope MR RAVI cld give me a little less hmwk
trying to memorise the things that occurred from 1900 to 1949 aint easy

organic chemistry test on mon
i MUST do well! yupps

i m glad that HUIYI da jie is talking to me le. =))))) *beams*
i cant imagine life without her
luckily she aint angry anymore
i rem she said b4
"with effort, friendship stays"
which i totally agree
so sometimes, ur effort jus aint recognise at all
and people dun see the point of putting in effort
but well
the fact that me and huiyi cld maintain this 5 yrs of frenship
regardless of the fact that she left cchms when i was sec 2
was bcos of EFFORT

we are still so close as ever
it takes both hands to clap
and i m glad to have her beside me. =))
once again
sorry for that day.
yupps.

i simply love my daddy and mummy to bits.
they are getting cuter by the day. lols.
cuter in another way. lols

sighs.
off to do my essay AGAIN. SIGHS

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