i cldnt stop those tears anymore.
it jus went out of control today.
i dun wish to act as if nth happen and i dun care anymore.
it hurts. it really does.
u said u understood me so many times.
but in actual fact do you.
in fact, it hurts even more when u said that u understood me ample times.
when u din noe that u r actually the one that i m crying for.
tolerance.
i have tried to put on a brave front for 4 months.
but i really cldnt take it anymore.
(unicode to view)
你说你最了解我了
知道我这次一哭
就不能停下来了
可是为什么你就是不了解我哭的原因呢?
如果你是那么地了解我
为什么你根本都没察觉到你每一分每一秒所做的事
都狠狠地刺进我心口呢?
现在的我
已是被你的每一刀
刺得死去活来
可是最痛心的是
刺伤我的人
不是我的敌人
不是我的仇人
而是那位口口声声说他是最了解我的人...
我的心真的死了
i promised to type this entry without shedding a single tear.
but apparently i could not.
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