in the hub now. i totally have no mood to go library to mug or wadever shit. yahs. everyone seems to have woken up from jct and pia-ing for promos or sumth. and yet, i haven do anyth yet. i haven woken up from my dreams. yah. that kinda dreams.
these two weeks are zooming past me. jcts, nationals, lessons. everyth is zooming past me.
i really cldnt wake myself up.
my mood is still the same. i m really. sighs. it has been so long since i have that kind of feeling. it has been so long since those kind of emotions overwhelm me. so long. but yet. it's back. it's affecting me so much. i seems to be a person on sleeping pills. i jus kept sleeping and sleeping cos i dun wanna wake up to reality.
why. i duno.
perhaps when that issue is over, i wldnt be wad i m now.
but on the other hand, when the reality sets in,will i be able to take it.
why m i troubled by this kinda thing once again.
it has given me enuff trouble two years ago.
and now.
it's back
AGAIN.
i dread it.
dun irritate me these few days. i m in a highly bad tempered mode. get it? no? den get lost for all i care.
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