was doing my EOM. but faced with many distractions. i have been troubled with this topic for too many times that i have grown so tired of it and seems to not care about anything anymore. in the end, i lost faith and hurt those who actually care.
that day during clit, mr tang was going through this article about friendship. i was really curious about what is the meaning of "yi zhi" which the author din really elaborate on it. i learnt quite abit from the passage. sometimes i wonder, what kind of friendship would then be deemed as something that is worth you trying to maintain it, and what are those that are said like in the passage- "gai1 po4 sui4 de4 jiu4 rang4 ta1 po4 sui4"?
i dun wish to bother myself with people who do not care. but sometimes that is human nature isnt it. when the person do not care, the more you will want to care and in turn neglecting those who really cares. i duno. i have been trying to find a chance to talk to her. but our timetable is simply too tight to even sit down and have a short chat. let alone this. but seriously, i m pissed off.
i guessed many things have changed after the results are out. we are unable to find that kind of feelings that we have JUST a few weeks ago. when the results aint out yet. have we run out of topics. or are we really that distant. or do you find no value in maintaining a worthless (literal sense) friendship.
there are alot of empty talks going arnd.
telling someone that you will be there for her when you need her isnt that simple as just writing, smsing or saying that sentence and it means that everything would be alright. it means putting words into actions. are you really there for her when she needs you? or are you just saying without doing anything? are you willing to sacrifice your time to really be with her when she really needs you? dont jus talk without actions. it's meaningless. really. i wld rather that you have never said that sentence before.
Also, dont promise something when you know you cant fufill it. it only makes it more hurtful.
i m hurt. and i have hurt others too.
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