All That I've Got

Friday, July 07, 2006
-6:23:00 PM-

i m in such a bad mood today. sighs. felt so irritated ytd that i went to sleep at a super early time without even waiting for ms sue to call me. sorry ms sue. went to slp without telling u. i m really irritated. for duno wad reason.

the first th i did was to flare up at he ma. yah. somehw, i felt that i cant take his jokes animore. when i used to be able to.

had my FIRST ever LAND mass PE.ran 4 rounds round the track. 4 rounds? quite chicken feet lahs. lol. as compared to the 6.2km we swam, running 4 rounds is nth now. and somemore i tink we were moving at a tortoise pace.

had chem. sucks. cos i cldnt conc at all. my mind is with the swim team. i jus wanna go and meet ms sue and talk to her. and go dwn to toa payoh asap.

the only period when i was happy was maths. din expect to score that well for maths. yah. it was really beyond my expectations. =) and mr ang "gift" was even more unexpected. but i really love the bookmark. v nice. and v inspiring. i wanna continue the excellence. yupps. i really LOVE maths. yeah! but cg24/06 mus jiayou alright?

went dwn to toa payoh aft that. talked alot to ms sue on the bus. alot alot. yah. i love chatting with her. though we may not find solutions to the problems, but at least she will jus listen and either console or agree with me. thanks ms sue!

i lost the motivation to lose wt. sobs. sighs.

today's nats was quite nice to watch. i love to watch back stroke man. hahs.

tawan and ms sue shared sumth with me today. quite shocked to hear that thing. i bet i will win the bet. hahs. i better tink of a forfeit man. but do i really wish to be included? i duno. deep inside my heart, i guess i may want. but no. maybe not. cos... argh. i duno.

but i was quite affected when i heard that. i nv thought. oh well.

i flare up at ms shu too. today. my mood is really bad. i get easily irritated. this bad mood is really worsening. and have lasted for 3 days. can it jus go away? it's affecting everyth that i do. and apologising after i flare up is useless.

argh. AH AH AH. i wanna scream out loud. i wanna vent my frustrations. i dun wan to flare up at everyone. argh.

ok. i guess i shld correct my sentence. my jct dun sucks. but my LEP and BIO sucks. and sucks to the core. and my GP better secure a pass. cos passing everyth without passing GP is useless. why mus we still have GP. this is so unfair. we are still emphasizing on ENGLISH. wad's the talk about putting more emphasis on CHINESE.

and i wanna go out with my gals again! to go buy those clothes.

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