All That I've Got

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
-10:08:00 PM-

200m free. hmmm. i dun hold high hopes for it. since there are really gd swimmers arnd. sighs.

ms sue and ms shu are happy with their timings today. =) so happy for them. hahs. love them loads. yeah! i will be seeing them tmr. hahs. i m kinda not used to not seeing them for one day. since we are seeing each other so often now. hahs. and ms shu is gg to reach so super early.

and eugene got into FINALS for 200m fly. wow. 0_o oh well. i m amazed by flyers. cos i love the stroke loads. think the stroke is so nice lahs. jus the fact that it makes u really breathless. and i m so gg to make him teach me fly. hahs.

my GP tutor is quite nice. hahs. i tink he is handsome izzit?cos my class gals seem to get so excited when they see him. hahs. but i duno. jus no feeling. dun feel anyth. only know he is a nice person to crap with. hahs. and i guessed his bday correctly!! so funny. den he was there saying, den can u tell me which country will win world cup this time? i will bet all my salary on it.-_-| no comments. but i tink i will love GP now. considering that i have such an interesting teacher. hahs.

i dun wanna tink of the fact that i felt detached or wad. i m tired of trying to maintain that kind of feeling gg. i m really tired. i duno if i will regret in the future for giving it up.

my JCT results sucks. yah. it sucks. but i put in the best i cld. i duno. i cant whine to anyone about it. cos i will only portray an image that i m not satisfied with wad i have and make others feel worse. but the prob is, i wanna live up to my expectations. yah. sorry if i have hurt any pple when i whine about my results. but yah. i wanna be able to hit the expectations i have for myself. yupps.

i wanna meet someone this wk. but that someone haven reply me yet. give me such false hopes. humph!

TJ SWIM TEAM ROCK ON~

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