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What Is Left Of Me
mInmIn
17
20th august 1989
Temasek Junior College
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okies. i shall update on sports carnival now. hees. got the mood le.
anyway, there isnt much to say about sports carnival except the overnight run which left a lasting impression in me.
swimmers are supposed to run 14 rounds in 32 mins as we dun wan to separate boys and gals. i was really stressed out when we have to run 14 rounds individually. glendon and yovonne saw my face. hahs. in the end, we decided to spilt ourselves into 2 teams. so can make it in 32 mins.
we did caterpillar run. thanks glendon for being such a good partner. i cld still remember those words.
" wad's all those trainings that we have b4? we have trained our stamina now. we can do it. come. run"
"jus a few more metres, go on"
"you can do it right huimin"
"humin, u are keeping up with the pace. good"
"good pace huimin"
and many many more.
thanks to all swimmers. i wldnt have survived this run w/o u all.
the cheering, the encouragement. sumth that we swimmers are unique in.
thanks shuhan, yvonne, melody, amelia, rachel, glendon, chin hock and all who are in team B for the support and encouragement. for keeping away from the lane that i m running in. for the touching words. it really means alot.
in the end, swimmers did the run in 27 mins. so we manage to help the pple make up for the lost time earlier. yeah! tj swim team rocks. =))
after that, learnt hw to play "bridge". but i was dead tired already. hahs. so went to sleep. while other swimmers cont playing.
ah. ya. i fell in love with the toy inside kinder surprise. hahs. thanks for donating the toys to me. hahs. but glendon. i wldnt wan the container that has ur saliva. hahs.
we make a great din over kinder surprise after training on thurs. hahs. it was fun. kekes.
fri. the last day of sports carnival. was in charge of dodgeball. yeah. i tink the game is pretty fun. hahs.and alpha three de guys really v pro in dodgeball.
went back to the hotdog stall after that. sales were pretty good. =))
so in the night, went to Chun's dance performance at far east sq. it was simply a splendid one. for the first time, i was touched by dance moves and not by words. nearly cried when chun danced the part whereby she was hurt by her lover. Chun u really rock man. a great dancer. a great singer. =))
the idea of the performance was really gd. storm. dance. choir. everyth together to present a story.
after that went to have a drink with chun, xuande, leo, junwei, jiayi and chun's mum.i was dead tired le. havent recovered from the run. so din really talk and comment. but the lame jokes were funny. hahs.
after tt, xuande's dad sent us home. mus really thank his dad man. his dad was really good to go round sing jus to send us home. felt pretty bad about that. >.<
=the message cheered me up=
i aint happy with the fact that i m missing so many trainings cos of LEP camp. argh. i wanna train!!!! NATIONALS ARE CUMING REAL SOON.
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jus some random thoughts. guess hafta slp le since tmr got chem. =(
i duno the words that u said were true or not.
if it's true, i m willing to reciprocate.
but i duno.
that explains for my lack of action and emotions towards u.
it's not that i choose to ignore.
but i have once promised myself that
i m never gg to allow myself to fall into a well that no one will be able to save me.
that's why i choose to stay clear.
but i do admit that i m losing my balance now.
nearly falling in.
are you?
i m really confused.
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yeah!!! the annoying tests are finally over. hahs. i guessed everyone din have a really nice weekend considering that we have so many tests. yeah!! but it's finally over!!! =) the kind of satisfaction is just so sweet in another sense. hahs.
but still rather busy with loads of stuff. argh. i gonna miss so many trainings man. my make up lectures, tutorials are taking all my trainings days up. wad's more. the LEP camp. totally. argh.
jc life really sux. except the fact that u have frens to go tru it together with ya and ur PDP. other than that, there isnt anyth to look forward to.
tmr gonna stay overnight at TJ. woots. i guessed it's kinda exciting to stay overnight. esp when it's so many PDPs staying overnight. hahs. and yeah. i can see someone. hahs. =P
but the running isnt that exciting. 290 rounds. but i love the idea of running with so many PDPs. hahs. but still kinda feel insecure. argh. i gonna go find SC to talk. hahs.
BUT cum to tink of it. after running, i guess wont be able to catch any sleep. den morning got captain's ball match. den in the noon got training. woah, so packed.
oh yah. reminds me of the sports carnival closing ceremony. sorry sue chee wor. for wad u hafta do during the closing ceremony. but i really din noe that the closing ceremony is so n that u kinda have to take my place. but well, i will support u all the way de. and Eugene too!~
the next training is on thurs. why cant we train tmr. i wanna train. trained so little on fri and din manage to train at all on mon cos of LEP. =(
trying to keep my mind clear. i aint gg to let myself fall into that deep well ever again.
packed and filled HOLS aint nice at all.
i hope to see u on friday. *hopes*
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FINALLY is FRIDAY. hahas. n i shall post about huiyi's and xuande bday chalet.
anyway, HUIYI!!! i dun have ur drunk fotos lohs. hahs. i din take pic of u lahs. so dun worry. =)) and u haven reply me when u guys gg for Chun's dance production ya?
anyway, wanna say that huiyi's and xuande bday chalet is the most enjoyable i ever went. firstly, thanks to hy n xd 's sticking papers saying "take off ur shoes here" b4 entering the chalet, the whole chalet was reallllyyyy CLEAN! i love clean chalets which i could have a good night sleep. rather den spending time jus to clear up the mess. hahs.
the bbq food were really nice. i love the melted marshmallows. yummy. but it's super sweet. hahs.
so huiyi and xd were busy receiving guests while i was bbq-ing marshmallows for keke. she is super cute~~~~ hahs. and talked to huiyi's sis too. hahs. sumhw, i can relate to her relatives. hahs. and huiyi's mum gave me a peck on the cheek b4 she left, leaving huiyi to say that "for my life, my mum din give me a kiss" hahs.
so finally when it was near 11 to 12, there were only like ten of us left. hahs. and huiyi got challenged to 1/2 of a can of beer. i HATE beer. it sucks man.the taste and the kind of feeling u get after drinking. jie's face was so RED after drinking.
so b4 xuande and huiyi went to bathe. they took a really FUNNY photo. i was laughing like mad when i took the photos. hahs.
the doraemon's shorts belong to jun wei. and did u notice wad xuande and huiyi is holding. they basically exchanged their... hurhem.
junwei changed place.xuande gay-ing with junwei. hahs.
bracelet given by xuande. it was really lovely. STARS. ah, mj oso love stars hors. hahs. felt kinda guilty when xuande gave it to me though. cos well, i din really get him a nice gift. for huiyi too. was rather busy. so cant give both of u a personalised gift. ya. u all shld noe i m better at personalised ones den buying sumth jus like that and give. promise u all a better gift next year ya? =)
and in the night,7 pple slept in the rm. hahs. and yanming only noes how to say "i want to sleep" -_-| the only sentence he said b4 he slept and after he wake up. hahs.
it's weird bunking in with guys though. hahs.
and xuande was really funny. make me and huiyi cldnt sleep. he crapped alot of lame jokes lahs. i 4gt why i was so scared of sleeping bside him le. den he turned facing the other way and sleep and said "u all noe why i turned away" and he said, "cos it's easier to scare me" and he SUDDENLY turned to stare at me. hahs. me and huiyi were laughing like mad. but interrupted those pple that wanted to sleep. hahs. oopss.
i love this chalet and it's really the nicest that i have ever been. thanks to huiyi and xuande for such a wonderful chalet wor~~
and HUIYI!!! i wanna see u during CHUN'S DANCE PRODUCTION. can we go on the same day??????? reply me!!! hahs.
this week has been rather busy and next week too. sighs. i m really TIRED.
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haven been updating my blog.yupps.i wanna update on huiyi bday chalet!!!! wanted to post pics. but apparently my schedule is so cramped that i cant afford to type long entries. i'll update soon. look out for the bday chalet episode. hahs. =))
huiyijie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! the third time i m wishing u today. hahs. ur good xiao mei. =))
sighs. so many ths this week. so draining lahs. irritating. i want my sleep. hmmm. ZZzzzZZzzz. sighs.
i gotta train hard for nationals. yupps. jus cos of the LEP camp, i m missing out on training sessions. irritating. yucks. humph! i love LEP, but not looking forward to the camp. bleahs. and i cant go for SBMY cos of the camp. humph!
i m aching all over. guess it's cos i forgt to warm down after ytd's land training. i cant laugh too much nw. cos it hurts when u laugh. weird. but hw can i not laugh. hahs.
muscle ache day....
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we apologised to each other for so many times. hahs.
VESAK AT ORCHARD.
i miss SBMY pple. esp the sariputtians. sorry for not being there. but i really miss you all. i guess i will be gg down this fri no matter wad. i dun care. i really wanna see them. from them, i see happiness, i see light, i see the strong belief. every meeting with them enlighten me.
and i realised there are many chalets gg on. hw i wish i can split myself and attend all. hahs.
i tink my mood swing is pretty serious recently. argh. this is bad. sighs.
i wanna train!!!!
i m sick of JC life. it saps all my energy, all my time.
i nid time for my family, for SBMY, for my frens. when can i have the time. argh.
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sobs! i got alot of blue-black aka bruises. sobs. sighs. i was so shocked to see them lahz. cos i tot it wont be so serious. guess the main reason is cos recently have been doing sprint sets for swimming. den kip climbing up from the pool. and i cant climb the normal way. which is u sit den u cum up. or sumth like that. sighs. those blue- blacks really hurts. >.<
on another note, i did my personal best for swimming today =) oh wait. the mass swim nearly killed me. 2.5 km. 1.5km and 1 km non- stop. was so tired after the swim. and the most disastrous th is i hafta rush back to sch to hand in the PW PI!!! -_-| just make it on time. phew.
oh back to topic. i m so so so happy that i did my personal best for swim swim. heex. but ehx, i have not yet take the timings for the events i taking part in nationals. i wanna be a FINALIST! =))
and finally i noe how to use the paddles le. -_-| i have been gg v slow for freestyle when i used my paddles. it's really like tortoise. den today mr fun(?) (izzit spelt this way) tot me how to pull with it. =))
and mr loh gave us an inspirational talk today. saw the qualifying time for my events. hmmm. and there was a time that mr loh call us to reflect upon hw deep is the well that we dug. and with eyes closed. as we were gg tru the article, i sort of noe hw deep is my well le. so spent my time tinking a while about it den tot of the timing i wanna achieve for my events. den...hurhem. i found out that recently i love the listen and observe the surroundings sights and sounds. so the mrt pass by, i was listening so intently to the sound of the mrt that my paper dropped. so PAISEH. hahaz. cos i bet mr loh mus be tinking i m sleeping. but NO. ahahaz. PAISEH.
but the THUMB GAME taught by one of our year 3 boys' capt was insirational. yahz. heyx pple, u all play the THUMB GAME b4?the one whereby u interlock ur hands with ur frens. den u try to "catch" his/ her thumb. that one?hw many times can u "catch" ur frens' thumb in one minute? the highest record is 100 times!!! can u break the record? =))
today's swimming got me really high up. i duno why. perhaps cos i did quite a no. of my personal best bahz. but i m really scared of my turning. haizz. >.< but yupps. i will cont digging the well! the nationals are getting real near >>.<<
today's swimming made me learnt quite a no. of ths. i realise hw impt are goals. they really bring u far. =))
and i m in love with CHINESE. hahaz. i duno hw will i do for the LEP test. but i find learning for the LEP test is interesting in a way bahz. (dun bash me pple) i mean u get to noe wad the writer is tinking about, his inner feelings, his inner thoughts and the reason why he wrote this particular shi, ci, or xiao suo.i mean in this society, who wld bother to really go into the inner feelings and tots of ppl?everyone is so busy. i find ci v interesting lo. and xiao suo too. esp "yao". but m still scared of shi. >>< i hope my passion for chinese wont fade bahz.
swimming is another haven to me. cos i cld escape from the thoughts of u.
i jus tot that perhaps u all are dd ths that are really hurting. it really hurts. but do u all understand? well.
work is piling up le. sighs.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUITING!!!! hurhem. sumone so dua pai. hahaz. jus kidding lahz.
updated my WISH LIST! =))
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