i m not in the best of mood recently.
sorry to those whom i have offended in a way or another.
i really wonder, is letting u go right afterall.
i duno shld i salvage the situation now.
my heart is really fighting a v tough war with that logical mind of mine.
everytime i wana shower sum care and concern for u
everytime i wanna talk to u about sum personal stuff
everytime i wanna ask u why are u so down these days
everytime i wanna ask u how have u been
my mind jus stops me.
i kept telling myself that NO.
u are not supposed to ask.
rem the promise u have for urself
rem the fact that his world is too compllicated for u to understand.
rem the fact that u cant afford to fall into that trap.
and i give in to that logical mind of mine reluctantly.
i duno
i m really confused now.
should i follow my mind or my heart.
but it hurts to feel that this situation is caused by that logical mind of mine.
and those tears are unnecessary if i hadnt follow that logical mind of mine.
i duno
i m really really confused.
i m really torn btw my emotions and my mind.
can sumone jus tell me wad m i suppose to follow?
i m really torn apart
really helpless
wad m i supposed to follow to ensure that i wont regret further.
to *******: sorry. but i cant accept ... there is sumone else in my heart now.
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