i hate my life for now.
it hurts when no one understands
it seems that no one care at all
like wth are u existing in this world for
when ur existence only mean that u r taking up space and the air pple breathe
i duno wad m i dd
i m contradicting myself
my feelings.
i m betraying myself
my feelings
i felt being made used by you.
but there is no way i can get near u
except when i chose to be made used by u.
wth.
tmr is competition. and yet i cant conc at all.
i m really hurt this time.
by frens and u.
4 e first time.
i m losing balance btw both at a time
can u put urself in my shoes.
hw awful the feeling is.
i cant wake myself up from the dream that i have always chose to be in.
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