All That I've Got

Friday, March 31, 2006
-10:07:00 PM-

sobs. i m so afraid of swimming now. the trainings are getting really tough. was close to tears during the noon training sprint. so dead. how m i gg to survive every fri like this. MASS SWIM in the morn plus SWIMMING in the noon. and MASS SWIM sets aint easy at all. i m so scared of fridays now. ='( sobs.

n i injured myself w/o myself knowing. i tink i m so pro lahz. hahaz. it was until den and glendon told me den i realised. dots. and i tot wad dey were saying.

my mood fluctuates so much today. was quite guilty when shu qi asked me sum stuff n i sort of sound irritated. cos was really tired by the sets. sorry wor. >.<

n stupid me forgt to bring enuff money today. cos today hafta pay alot of money. the LEP bks money and money for mardi gras,handbk ,delta fund n test tubes. so i bought those money. tinking that wow, i got so much money. shld be enuff for today and dinner out with the swim team. in e end, after paying all those money, i m left with nth. dots. dat's so stupid of me to bring nt enuff money. i hate to feel broke and hafta borrow money =( jus dun like. >.<

the lightning and thunder in e noon at ITE Simei was scary.
but i love swimming in the rain~~ =))
can it jus rain with no lightning and thunder?
i LOVE the rain~~

i love the lunch with papa, wu gui and yawen today. though it's only 4 of us, we rapped so much lo. the joke that yawen made as we were running across the road,the zha dan (fried egg) which sounds like zha dan (bomb), the way i held the zha dan which i duno why it's funny and many more. hahaz. i jus love e lunch. heex.

oh and oso, 4 of us walked arnd the sch to find out where's the OBS briefing. and it was so funny lahz. here how's the story goes:

we went to LT1
yawen said(in a v funny way):hmmm, got air con. but v dark. tink got ppl lehx.
den she dun dare to open the door.
so wu gui opened
it was dark cos NO ONE is inside!!!! -_-|||
i luff like mad lahz.

den LT2. still ok. it's dark.

so we go audi.

audi.
papa, wu gui and yawen says: mayb here lo. try again.
went up to open the door.
the door is locked. -_-|

den go LT3.
none of us dare to open the door.
waited
waited.
a teacher came.
wu gui asked: is the OBS briefing here?
the teacher gave a v duhz face: no. (i tink she wanna say :it's lecture now)

den go LT4.
yawen popped her head in.
muhahaha.
no talk at all.
everyone taking test.
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den after dat, wanna go back to LEP room.
i asked a v stupid qn: could the talk be in GEOGRAPHY ROOM? i duno wad's so funny. but papa says is v funny. *shrugs*

i love this afternoon man. hahaz. so funny. muahahaha. i practically laugh from the start of lunch till when we go back to LEP room lo.

sighs.
back to reality.
e words that u said r hurting. though u may not know.

pls dun misunderstand. there r sumths that u duno. there is a reason why i did that.

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