All That I've Got

Wednesday, March 29, 2006
-12:15:00 AM-

oops. it's 12.16 am now. hmm. but still wana wish ruo bing aka bing bing aka my "papa" HAPPY 17TH BDAY!!!

heex. hope u like the small bday party we had for u. sry lehx. cos ur bday is on a weekday plus u got tang's lesson, so cant really hold a v v bigg bday party for u. but will compensate u de. hahaz. and i got alot of ur fotos here. =P and for the first time, papa agreed to take fotos with us wheneva we call him to =)) heex. mus love the prezzie we give u kaex? oops. and i jus realised that i haven give the bday letter i have written for u. -_______-|||

oh ya, turtle princess, we wanna celebrate turtle's bday with u arnd!! hahaz.

hmmm. i find that i cant control my temper sumtimes. today i flared up in front of he ma. cos hurhem. he suan me for like duno hw many times liaoz. so i practically cant stand it for that moment of time and flared up. but at least u r gd enuff to apologise. =)) i tink i sort of said sum words that i shldnt say? sorry he ma. but hurhem. can u dun suan me 1000 times each day? and i m not only worth for suaning only. =P but true enuff, u r worth for beating only. hahaz. O_o

i tink i can die for mondays. i have grp PE and after grp PE, is land training. gosh. that's so NICE huhx. and grp PE run and run. but i m happy that my speed is maintained all e way and i improved for my incline pull ups. thanks to those trainings for swimming! but still, i dun wan land training after grp PE. it's really tiring. i hate those front,back,left,right holds. both of my arms hurt from all those holds. but it's nice to try to do 35 toe touches and 30 push=ups within 30 sec and accomplish it~~~

Mr loh put me down for 800m free style OOOO_oooo and 200m IM (butterfly,back,breast,free) for sch nationals. i mus aim to swim 16 laps of free within 10 mins and 200m IM within 2 mins. 0000000________________oooooo scary nehx. >>>>.<<<< but yupps. i mus do it! =) and i will!

sighs. but on another note, tmr got training. eehhxxx.. i m getting pretty scared of training. cos it gets tougher each time. >.<

i hope tmr's surprise for the class wld be a success!!!! and he ma better rem to prepare his speech. hahaz. *prays* i really hope that everyth will turn out alright and it will end on a positive note! eehhxxx, but why mus the CIVICS period be taken away. it has been a perfect plan if not for the fact that civics period is taken out. sobs. but still, hope everyone will like the surprise?hahaz.

hmmm.talked qute abit with yw today. really. i m tired. sighs.
i m having alot of conflicts within myself.

我不能再让自己陷进去.

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