All That I've Got

Sunday, February 26, 2006
-12:07:00 PM-

thanks pple for the "cheer up" messages. =D

i wldnt promise that i wont be affected by the th which happened on thurs in the future, but for nw, i guess, i will try to make the feeling fade away. but that sumone wld always trigger it again. so well, i duno. i guess for now, i will jus take one step at a time and c how bahz.

i guessed i was really feeling moody on fri. didi was shocked by my change of mood. cos ruo bing aka bin bin asked me, " why u go msn chat with daren and ht ytd when they are settling their probs." that sparked off my anger. cos it wasnt me who wanted to go interferre in their probs. it's them who cum and "bomb" me when i JUST went online. so well, i sort of answered him in a veri angry way. binbin was shocked lahz. den didi was like " wad happened to u? tot u always laugh like siaoz de" i shook me head and said nth. but i wanna apologise to binbin lahz. he seems to be the innocent party. not knowing wad happened that thurs nitex.

hahz. so it was a rather quiet mood over at the canteen when we were eating after mass swim and chem lecture. cos dun have my laughter mahz. =X hahz. kidding lahz. but it's really quiet lahz. but well, i was not in the mood to talk anyway at that time.

things got beta when it was bio prac. we were supposed to do a "project" on the process of mitosis. so me, yw was paired up with da ren and qiqi. da ren started off by saying, "heyz u still angry arhx" den i merely shook my head. but the two guys and yw really cheered me up. they did alot of funny stuff and said alot of funny ths. i cant bring myself to be moody le. hahz. so finally i laughed. n didi said "huimin, finally u luff!!!" hahaz. funny.

training on fri was tough too. perhaps cos of my mood and the mass swim in the morning, i cldnt take the training at all. had calf cramps when i swam frog style. so dots. i tot frog style shldnt make u have cramps since it's not really vigorous.and for once, i felt like dying. cos my goggles were blurred and water entered my eyes. but we werent allowed to stop and touch the ground. so i finished my frog style with water in my eyes, blurred googles and calf cramps.

den mr loh called us to swim IM after the pyramidal training. free style replaced butterfly stroke. after the 2nd set. i cried alreadi. i have nv tot i wld cry. but guess i was too tired that day. but well, still went on.

so it was OGL CAMP ytd. the cheers that IXODUS came up with was so nice! i totally love the cheers! the cheering rocks! the games were alright. ah. i m looking so forward to 2nd orientation! everyone in TJC mus cum for 2nd orientation!!!!!!!! and i realised that cchms has mai2 mo4 le4 ren2 cai2. hahz. i cldnt say the reason nw. since it's to be kept a secret till the 2nd Orientation. shall say it after 2nd O! =)

i have decided to go for the swim trip to Thailand in april. yupps. but duno if Trix gg or not. i was quite scared initially since Trix said that she may not be gg. but Evon persuaded me to go.tink i shldnt waste this opportunity bahz. but i m still abit scared. and oso will be competing there.wonder if there is training or not. i tink the Thai swimmers wld be quite good? hahz. mr loh put me under 50m free style. =D love free style loads. everyone mus send me off b4 the trip to Thailand kaex? hahaz.=P

sighs. tests next wk. sighs sighs sighs.

i love the campus life in TJC but not the work load. =(

Last wk with cg24/06 PAE intake pple =(

i m so tanned cos of ytd OGL camp. imagine u r under the sun from 9am to 6.30pm!

[11.23pm]i din expect that we will quarrel over such small matters. cant u sense that i m joking. so well, perhaps we have lost that kind of understanding that we used to have in the past. wadeva. i have nth more to say. we no longer understand each other that much as b4. we lost the sweetness we used to have.

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