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What Is Left Of Me
mInmIn
17
20th august 1989
Temasek Junior College
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i cant hold it back anymore
the tears i used to swallow back
it's threatening to spill over,
and i have no more smiles to cover it animore.
the consolation which i always hold.
it doesnt stand animore.
it's true that i m alone.
there is nth left to behold.
keeping myself occupied aint gg to help much
the reality slpas me awake always.
it's jus a matter of avoiding or facing.
yet, i m still a coward,
as i chose to avoid.
i wanna drink myself to slp
i wan to be in that wonderland of mine.
but the feeling of this can nv be fulfilled,
cos of the false front i chose to put up.
dun look at me with that kind of exp.
it looks as if i have done you wrong.
when i did not.
when all i wanted is to care more,
to know more,
to learn more,
about YOU.
yet, one word of "IGNORE"
denies wadeva i had done.
is it fair afterall.
putting a false front is painful
when u cant even face up to ur emotions.
but wad can i do.
but to cont doing so.
cos....
nv can i trust animore
my trust has been betrayed once more.
it's too much to take it into my stride.
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yupps. the Fidel Castro's skit is over!! it has been a success to me and i guess to everyone! cos it's the best we ever had! =) and darren finally nv luff! hahaz. he always w/o fail, laugh during rehearsals, and so he owe claz fund 30 cents. lame ritex. hahaz. some glimpse at THE FIDEL CASTRO'S SHOWDWN! hahaz. =) it has been really fun to work with these pple. tinking back, it was really a great improvement. from not knowing how to act for many, esp Fidel Castro himself, to ytd. truly memorable to me. =)
Fidel Castro and the VP
The cuban Missile crisis.
me and my "lao po" hahaz. my clazmates say that i m contradicting myself. cos i m neither npcc or ncc pple. hahaz.
the opening scene.
darren is trying to kill me! hahaz. while i kill ht. =)
guns!
CG 24/06 @ innospace.
after this skit,it was lesson as usual. >.< but it's the bdae party after sch. the jan/feb babies were totally kept in the dark. hahaz. it was really nice to see them look surprise and happy that we rem their bdae worx. kekex. and tru this bdae party, i felt that i know Elvin more. he is not that quiet afterall. the way he tries to light up the candle and seeing that the candle finally lights up is so cute. hahaz.
The "finally" lighted up cake!
CG 24/06 at the "bdae party" =))
after that was the CNY carnival at TJ. sighs. i din go and help out at the swimming booth. wasnt informed of it. cos wed din go for training cos of guitar. so well. but saw the swimming captains alot of times. hahaaz. n when darren realised that darryl was my swimming boys' capt, he was like "wow" 0_o. hahaz. cos darryl is very fit! hahaz. den we called darren to aspire to be like him. kekex.
during the CNY carnival, saw alot of chung cheng peeps. so happy to see them!! =)) i guess most of them enjoyed the carnival bahz. but din really get to interact with them. cos yw they all keep walking here and there. so hafta follow in order not to lose them. hahaz.
and here cums the part that i felt strongly about at the pt of time.
Darren and robin initially wanted to use the cream ( selling at the CNY carnival) to smash CLARENCE for his doings.( sighs, clarence ah)
den in the end, they go and aim huiting. and HALO. robin smash it on huiting's face and darren worse, go and smash it on huiting's hair. and huiting has long hair. so she had a hard time washing it. getting herself all wet and the hair is totally oily though she washed it. and huiting's mum was there. and her mum saw everyth. dots. so i was pretty angry at wad the guys have done to huiting. after huitiing finish with her washing, we came out and hunt darren dwn.
den in the meantime saw jiayan (whom i forgt to go find at the dunking machine cos of this smashing thing, sorry) and i appeared really angry. yahz. i was really angry lahz. den jiayan was like saying, wow, hw cum u so violent. hahaz. sorry arhx. see me at the wrong time.
so in the end, we asked rami to help us seek revenge. he smash the cream right at robin's face. =)) and robin go and smash another one on darren. so revenge done!! so happy to see them got smash! hahaz.hu call them to bully gals. humph.
den in the end, it's their prob to settle their scores le. but huiting is still pathetic lahz. and we going cine later. dots.
so i managed to spent my 5 dollars coupon. and went to see jiayan again to apologise to her. cos she saw me at the wrong time lahz. kekex. den saw the DM dunking his son!!! dots. he dunk his son lehx. and his son is like 4 yrs old like that? but his son very CUTE! *pinch pinch*
after that, the clique went to cine. with some not going. crap. and well, clarence caused most of the jokes. and practically everyone was totally lamed by him all the way. hahaz.
went to arcade to play. or rather the guys played only. den eat pastamania! luckily, robin switched place with qi en. or else i tink a fight wld occur. >.<
den cos my flu and cough still haven recover, i cldnt taste sum stuff like coke, cheese, etc. den the pple try to make me taste chilli to awake my sense of taste. crap during eating too.
den after that, darren wan to go see the LAN gaming at the 9th floor. so we went. tot he SEE only, in the end, he play. dots. he treated the gals! =)) hahaz. cos we dun like to game one mahz. kekex. thanks worx. kekex.
i guess cos of ytd, i woke up with a flu and cough again today. den my parents din allow me to go for swimming training. sighs. i m really scared that i cant make it to the school team lahz. hafta train soon lahz. sighs. quite troubled by this. i wana go for training lahz. =( but well, since CNY is cuming, i cant afford to be sick lahz. sighs.
den i cant go back to CCHMS too. i practically cant go anywhere cos of the stupid flu and cough. sighs. but still, thanks to sx for calling to ask. =)
=i wan the time to stop. i cant bear to leave CG 24/06= sighs.
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sick again.. n it's FLU again. sighs. like cant escape flu like that. sighs. duno whether tmr shld go sch anot.. but i will miss sch if i dun go.. hahaz. yupps. looking forward to go TJ nowadays. of course not cos of the lectures, but cos of the CG! =))
hmmm... today went into the container classroom to sleep. hahaz. cos sick den dun wan go home oso. veri ma fan to go hm early. mus take duno wad permission slips which i dun understand hw does the system work at all. so yw acc me go rest. since next lesson is PW at the container clazrm, we went in to slp. hahaz. so funny. den until the whole CG cum b4 PW den we wake up. was like. wow. we managed to slp in the clazrm w/o anyone knowing and no one like chase me and yw out or anyth.
ht's mood isnt very good today. den me and yw tried to like let her vent her frustrations. and yw went to take stones and play fivestones. hahaz. den jas wanted to play.in the end, when she play, the stone dropped into my soya bean drink. -_-||| dots. so accurate. drop into my drink. den we keep laughing. cheer ht up abit oso. =))
n today managed to run lesser for grp PE cos of the flu. well, felt really unwell when running the first part. and i totally lose the perseverance i used to have in the past. ='( den during PE so dots. saw both of my swimming de boys captain and gals captain. the boys capt was running so fast. den he saw me. den call me to run. it's amazing hw cum the pple in swimming can rem the year1s names so well?! the coach and most of the swimmers noe the year1s names. like when we meet only for 2 times?! at least i dun have such amazing memory skills. hahaz.
anyway, felt really embarrassed when saw the boys' capt. cos well, duno hw to explain. it will sort of affect the choice of whether u can be in the sch swim team based on wad they see. but still, mus really thank the pple for the encouragement! and sh even ran with me =)) felt really touched =)) now i noe wad it means when darryl said that dun have to worry about land training. =))
= hw i hope such days will nv end =
looking forward to clique's outing on thurs! =))
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now the clique has a name, thanks to ht n yw. well, i m too lazy to tink of the name. ROYALTIES HIGH-CLASS huhx. hahaz.
practise GP FIDEL CASTRO. i tink clarence really deserved to be called the HIGH PITCH KING. dots. hahaz. =P
now looking at the paper that ht drew for me. cos she was pretty bored during Maths. which i was totally not. was busy now taking now wad mr ang says. all those methods and everyth. den ht was drawing a name for everyone in ROYALTIES so she was drawing mine. then i was busy taking notes. so she called me : Notetakin Princess.-_-
| i practically shouted "wei" to her w/o realising mr ang's presence. den mr ang was like looking at us. so embarrassing. hahaz. but she drew mine pretty nice. =)) but i dun wan to be the NOTETAKING princess. hahaz.
todays's chem prac was totally long and tedious. i was so confused. like so many steps have to be taken to ensure that everyth is accurate. by the time the prac finishes, everyone quite shag. hahaz.
den got land training. which is like gym training. pretty boring. i stretched every part of my body except the legs! the legs like no movement like that. not that good lahz. but luckily din run. but Darryl seems keen on running. Darryl is really. he expects very high of himself. he is like doing so many push ups, using all those gym equipments, really sweat out. dots. no other guys is as serious as him. scary.
=i dun wan to get sick during CNY=
* i wana refrain myself from falling into that deep well, where i see no one there for me at all *
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went to marina bay with the og ppl.
i duno if i ate the wrong thing or wad. vomited. yeeks.
tmr still got land training for swimming. i hope i aint falling sick. hope to survive the land training. it's sounds tough to me. so was comtemplating whether to go or not.
sighs.
din go to SBM oso. kinda felt guilty bout it.
had a v FUNNY encounter ytd. it's really FUNNY. i tink i will nv meet sumone like him for the rest of my life except ytd. -_-|||
i so wana go out with my clique soon!
and daddy tried to bluff me about him getting the MOE letter which made me cry instantly. really INSTANTLY. i duno if they really got it or not. but they said that they are jus bluffing me. i hope that they are REALLY jus bluffing me. cos i m really scared. have nightmares for the past few days le. i cant take this at all.
my mood aint very gd this few days. perhaps of the fact that my days seem to be numbered soon? o levels cuming out soon. sighs. i dread it. i dun wan this happy days to end so soon. i dun wan anyone of the clique to leave.
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floorball competition within delta pple today. fancy gg to the competition when we noe NTH about how to play. so we played the 1st match. those bravos who dare to go n embarrass themselves first. including me. hahaz.
the game was long and to say about everyth wld be very long. but we had two unfair games and one fair one finally. each cg is supposed to play 3 games. so about that 2 unfair games, we were complaining like siaoz to zhi zhong and randall. den both of them wana surrender liaoz. hahaz. cos after each game, we will call them over and complain to them bout the injustice we felt! hahaz. but it's jus a game afterall.
and without knowing, i bcame the goalkeeper for all 3 games. it was really really funny about how i manage to save the ball ball. hahaz. duno hw to describe here. but love maryam loads.hahaz. we sort of coordinated well during the game. her being the defender. =))
so after that, the temptation to go for drama auditions rose and so i went with huiting and janet! oh well, i found that i really changed alot. in terms of hw open i m. but well, i tink i tried my best for these audition and well, if i cant get in, den forget it.
and i din manage to go for GUITAR cos of the floorball. =( when i skipped swimming training is cos of GUITAR. dots. so i really is clueless about hw does guitar works. sighs.
today had swimming as PE. and advanced ppl started first. 10 laps of frog style. breadth. free style i dun mind. frog style i sucks lahz. so well, i was slow. hahaz.
den there was a J2 SEA games medalist student (that's acc to ivan) to coach us. he dun demostrate. make me cant really catch what he is trying to explain to us lahz. swam arnd 30-40 laps today. =)) still is breadth only lahz. hahaz. then made the whole cg24/06 wait cos i was released late as all of us not gg for training today. so paiseh. >.< cg24/06 rawks!
the rumour about the teaher's letter is scary. it causes one serious consequence. shall not elaborate on it. but i m glad that u called me when u need me =)) yeah! let's not tink about it le. the way it spreads is argh. i duno wad to say about it le.
still, i haven decided my PDP yet. sighs. so tired now. haizz.
=looking forward to OG outing at marina bay. steamboat dinner!=
love cg24/06!
i practically see the ppl in cg 24/06 everyday. including the weekends. -_-
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it seems that my life is so relaxing now? sumhw, i felt really weird lahz. it's like everyday lectures, tutorials den go try out sum PDPs and that ends my day. i mean NO hmwk to finish at home. it feels really really weird. i used to have such a hectic schedule back in chung cheng.
everyday was like flipping tru my file when at home. den see got anyth to revise. but NTH. n i dun like to look at the notes b4hand. cos the things that they taught are rather new in my opinion. so if i begin reading like bio all those, i wld be so confused. cos those terms are new to me. oh well, i m auditory. so perhaps that explains why i can understand lectures and tutorials but not when i read the notes only.
i cld understand MATHS, BIO, CHEM. Chi is abit of difficulty for me for nw. but the teacher din really start. still introductory. telling us all those history of poems. which i like. but the other teacher who teach paper 1 is naggy and boring. =(
and GP n PW is slacking periods for us cos it's the skit on FIDEL CASTRO.
went for swimming ytd. quite fun! =) it's not exactly trials. or rather to teach u swimming. but my arms hurt like hell. i haven really decided wad to join yet.
went to LEP de PDP today. the pple there are quite nice. yea. i can sense that CCC wld be a world i wld love to be in. cos the ppl there are really friendly jus like the CDC in chung cheng. they make u feel really welcome.
swimming was a bit of disappointment for me in terms of hw they treat the year1s. they dun really interact with us. but well, i dun really noe about their friendliness yet.
tmr got CCC auditions. feel so tempted to go. but.... wad if i get in? i cant possibly say, i decided to join guitar and swimming so eerr... i dun tink i will join CCC. pengz.
tmr got floorball competition for CG24/06 (ALL THE BEST TO US!), Swimming orientation and dinner out, CCC auditions and guitar orientation. Oh well, can i split myself into 4?
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sighs. tmr got guitar,ccc and swimming practises/trials. i haven make up my mind where to go yet. i told yw i c my mood tmr den see where to go. i currently totally absolutely have no idea where i shld go. cos my percentage of gg to any of the three is still the SAME. and SCIP interview tmr! dots. everyth clashes. the worse is swimming. cos swimming duno go wad mountbatten complex. so i cant like excuse to be away for awhile to go SCIP interview. dots. sighs. i duno which 1 to choose. argh.
and today PE is HORRIBLE too. cos we ran in the rain. yah. the teacher din stop. the rain is not small lohxx. is that type of really big pattering ones. (rem the rain this afternoon?) i have nv expected the PE teachers to be so "mei you ren qing wei". the year2s have to run extra dist den us and the teacher din bcum lenient or let them run the same dist as we year1s as the rain gets bigger and bigger. i have neva eva bcum so drenched b4. and as CCHMS pe shirt is white. hurhem. this is the BEST PE i ever had. i guess alot of pple will be sick tmr. i dun mind the fact that i have to run in the rain, but the fact that i dun have extra clothes to change into! so i hafta go home looking wet. yucks!
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hmmm.. now in tjc blogging. hahaz. free now.at last. after such a long long lecture of maths n bio and tutorial for maths. i love bio more n more. HYDROPHILIC N HYDROPHOBIC. hahaz. but my chinese still haven settled yet. sighs.
and later got PE. of course. it's not optimistic at all. tink hafta run bahz. hw i wish that it was swimming. haizz.
later is lesson on FIDEL CASTRO AGAIN. sighs. n i m soOo tired. disturbed by chinese ytd that i cant slp at all. sighs.
i wana slp slp slp. waiting for 12.15 to cum. and the gate will open! =)) sighs. i wana slp slp slp. hahaz.
n i m still tinking about if i shld go for tmr SCIP interview. haiz.
i may appear as if i dun take things at heart, but shld u say sumth bad at the wrong time, i will hate u 4eva.
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yeah! finished the Fidel Castro research FINALLY. now i finall noe who is FIDEL CASTRO and wad he did. hmmm.
well, had my first tutorials today. started with GP aka FIDEL CASTRO. hahaz. doing a skit! =)) but well, the dateline is next wk which is sOOoo FAST?! Sighs. so hafta rush out the research. >.< and hafta sacrifice the weekends for this FIDEL CASTRO rehearsal. haiz. but since it's with CG24/06, *beams* love my CG loads.
today i have the FIRST LESSON EVER IN TJ FOR CHINESE LANG AND LITERATURE. one word: HORRIBLE it was a two hr lesson which is soOoo long?! nvm. that teacher can really go so far away and i heard sum stuff about apples again. TJ teachers really like apples huhx. i m soOo bored by his faraway stories and he sounds really strict to me. >.< then the last part was even more horrid or rather terrifying. we had our FIRST exercise for chi. and the li3 jie3 wen4 da2 is like ...... the passage is very easy. but not the qns. it's super duper hard. ='( well, jie did tell me about being prepared that chi will not be as easy as u thought to be. but it doesnt feel gd when pple have the same interpretation of hw the passage shld be analysed and not u. ='( devastated by this one exercise. argh.
i really dun wanna drop chinese. ='( sighs. my heart really sank after this chi lesson. and duno why, all of us felt that with the presence of the teacher, we felt really stressed. yi4 zhong3 ya1 yi4 de4 gan3 jue2. it really feels as if u cant breathe when he is teaching. eekkss.. sobs. my chinese. sighs. i still haven completed the exercise yet. sobs. and well, the next exercise is to "chang wen suo duan" and the "chang wen" is one and a half pg long? and "suo duan" to 120 words. gosh. that's so EASY.
devastated by chinese.
haiz. rest of the lessons were ok. i hate my bio teacher. but luckily she is relief only. or else i tink my bio no hope liaoz. she dun go and explain wad are we supposed to really do for the PW for bio which is.. irritating and frustrating. but i like the research far beta than this FIDEL CASTRO.
i tink i m satisfied with the teachers i have bahz. except bio. but glad that she is not permanent. =))
sighs. this week is so packed. n i still haven decide to go for guitar or swimming on wed. haiz.
but still there is always sumth to look forward to ---> CG STEAMBOAT DINNER ON SUNDAY! =)) *face lights up*
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duno why, so into the topic of "love" today. hahaz. i realised it seems that when gals get up to jc, they seem to wan to have a bf asap (thinking that time is getting lesser and lesser, so mus quickly find a husband?) hahaz. duno. that's wad i realised from those heart-to-heart talks that i have with ppl today. *shrugs*
i realised as i get more n more attached to tj, i get more n more scared of my olevels results. i wana stay in TJ, even if my results are good. i jus wan TJ. sighs. i m so scared of the results nw which will be out real soon. gosh. i guess i will have nightmare soon. >.<
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hmm..reached hm at such early time. so weird. hahaz. it's like so cool to be able to cum hm so early. but well, today is my last "honeymoon" day as next week, lectures, tutorials, labs are all starting! >.< awww... haizz.. there goes my hope to cum home early. well. haizz..everyday ends so late. so i shall enjoy every moment of this. =))
today it neva rain. hahaz. FINALLY the sun is out in the morning. well, so we hafta go swimming. it started rather late as there are alot of latecomers. so i went to try for grading 4 intermediate. swam "free style"(i really duno hw to spell the "free", only noe hw to speak, sad.) hahaz. well, the next thing i noe is i m promoted to advance! haha. =)) *beams* the part when the guy asked me to put dwn my name was funny. hahaz.
anyway, so i swam the 2nd stroke as all ppl in advance have to. in e end, so the advance pple were asked to join swimming as PDP. hmmm, the funny thing is initially there are alot of guys in the advance level. on hearing that they are eligible to sign up for swimming, many of them dun wan. in the end, guess wad, only 1 guy is left, wanting to join swimming. -_-| pathetic. gals left too. but still got quite a no. left. hmmm.
so now it's a choice btw swimming and guitar for me. since the CCC pple dun wana contact me. forget it. my name was put dwn with yw's and ht's, yet both of them got the CCC call, but not me. =( forget it then. now, i cant make a choice btw the two. both are my interests. sighs. mayb i can go for swimming on wed, guitar on fri? hahaz. oh well, my attendance for both side will be 1,0,1,0,1,0 blah blah blah. hahaz. i have still yet to check out wad can swimming offers. hmmm.the server seems to be dwn.
i wonder if sumone is dd sumth bhind my back. well, someone out there is good at manipulating.
anyway, i dislike the PE teacher. cos he criticised Cchms. wth. oh well, if i can confirm that he is not my PE teacher (higher chance that he is), i will certtainly scold him back. wadeva. hw can he criticise us. humph!
the story goes like this. as usual, there are alot of gals queuing in the gals' toilet after swimming waiting to bathe. den we were waiting for hy and fl as they have yet to come out. we were the last few in thw complex. so as we wait,
this stupid teacher came forward and say CCHMS PPLE SO SLOW. at first i din hear wad he said. until ht kept saying that it as bcos we were waiting for our frens. we have finished bathing long ago. den i cant really catch wad else he said.
den he went on to say NO WONDER CCHMS LAKE IS GETTING SMALLER AND SMALLER EACH YEAR. PATHETIC. i was really angry lahz. humph. den sumone frm cchms ans say the fish drank up all the water mah. now i thought of wad i can talk back to him. by saying " cos CCHMS is a popular sch mah.everyone wan to cum CCHMS. our intake alot mah. so need to build more classrooms for our students. u expect CCHMS to leave this students to study and squeeze in the old blk mehx. so have to sacrifice the lake. cannot ah? but well, i din thought of this when he criticised CCHMS in the morning. oh well. but in the end, the teacher realised that he is criticising and making alot of ppl hate him and he will not win, as alot of CCHMS ppl are there to talk back. so he changed topic by calling my 2 frens to hurry up. bleahz. humph.
oh well, it sounds dumb. but i hafta go back to TJ in awhile time for the student council internship programme when i jus reached home? haizz.so difficult to wait for the buses. hafta wait so long.haizz.
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oh well, today has such a fast maths lecture sia. i have nv know that the cubic curves are so interesting >.< gosh, the teacher like a machine gun like that. talk so fast duno for wad. den she jus use her hands and try to "draw" the curve out, imaginary one. dun even wana use the pen to draw the curve out to show us. dots. haizz...well,felt quite lost during maths lecture. cos normally if dun understand maths in the past, will jus take the qns dwn, den go ask my tutor. haizz..nw when i tink back, i realised i have no such tutor to depend on animore. haizz. felt really lost. haiz. but managed to figure everyth after the lecture. but.... that's cos i have background of it, ms sharmilla did talk about b4. wonder wad will happen when totally new topics are thrown at me. ='(
bio is getting more and more interesting! hahaz. i love bio so much nw. me n yw went to sit in for the physics lecture. felt totally odd. it seems that everyone noe that we dun take physics like that. kept staring at us. haha. nvm. but the lecturer more boring. dots. needa stand up and greet him de. at least for my past lectures nv have this.
nvm. so he went on to his measurement silde. for ONE slide, he can talk for 15 mins!!! dots. he was talking about the wt of an apple is measured in gram. den nvm. he says wad apple differs. his wife will give him a bigger apple which is heavier and his wife will give his children a smaller apple which is lighter. so the value will be different though both in grams. DOTS!!! cant stand him at all lahz. -_-| so LUCKILY i din chose physics. i realised i cant handle it at all. haha. i see the slide oso sianz. not so interesting as bio.
so me and yw went out in the midst of the lecture. the ppl sitting arnd us was shocked to see us get out of our seats and get out while he is talking. hahaz. so funny. their faces are really funny.
so after that got GP lecture, i felt as if i gg to be dead any moment. how well can GP be anyway. yucks.
haizz...tmr got mass PE at Bedok swimming complex. the thought of wearing the swim suit freak me out. mayb tmr morning will rain? i duno whether i shld look forward or not. at least is not running of tracks which is much beta? and i wana brush up my swimming skills. but why mus we wear swim suit?can we jump in with t-shirt n shorts? oh well.
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i guess the pace is picking up. i guess i will get that kind of "stress" feeling very soon. it is no longer fun and no work anymore. things are picking up as my schedule gets more packed. tmr will have alot of lectures and gg for guitar after that. it is no longer a choice to go out and have fun or stay at home and rot. i no longer have this choice anymore.
SBM has a meeting this sun. i still haven decide whether to go or not. i felt that i cant live up to the expectations of SBM has of me. i jus cant. i felt that i may be outcast any moment if i cont like this. the message from lindy kinda make me felt really dwn. cos i haven decided to go for the meeting or not. haizz..
my life is back to wad it used to be again. and i dun like this.
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so after blogging about orientation, tink shld put up some orientaion pics?hahaz
CG 24 after playing pool! =))
this was the "HONK IF U THINK I M HOT" game that i was talking about.
OG12 b4 setting off to suntec!
IXODUS rawks!
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orientation one 2005 in TJ has officaially ended. T__T i missed it though. it's really fun to be playing, cheering, chatting and dancing with the OG/CG pple. aww.. i missed it so much, especiallthurs and fri.. guess these 2 days are the really fun ones. =)
oh thurs is the wet game day. >.< there is a lame jokes station whereby it's a battle btw 2 grps. the first grp who got the ans to the lame qn will get a pail of water and splash the other grp. sighs. and the water got flour one. yucks! hahaz. but well, luckily i din get really wet. =X though wet games shld be pretty wet?
den we learnt our mass dance. FINALLY i got the retarded dance steps. took quite awhile to get it. it's alot of KICKING. and the runningman step which i always cant do it de. the guys are jus so good at it. and learnt another mass dance called S CLUB.that one is easy. =) so it's really a day of getting wet. first is water, 2nd is sweat. and though the hall is air-conditioned, we jus cant feel it at all. PACKED LIKE SARDINES in the hall as all 4 clans are in the hall.
so after finally getting the dance steps, we went to suntec!!! oh, the trip to suntec was really fun and memorable. Me and huiting was sort of being "played around with" for the trip from city hall to the mac in suntec. cos Clarence tested us on a qn on "burger+fries=?" and so on. and the ans IS REALLY LAME LAME LAME!!!! grrr... den quite a no. of pple noe the ans to this kind of qn and me, huiting, darren, qi en duno the ans. so the pple who noe jus refused to tel us!!! got so "frustrated" cos they are jus so happy to see us not being able to get the ans while others did.
so FINALLY when we reached Macs, Grace was kind enuff to tel us the ans to the burger plus fries equals wad. -_-| and the ans is really LAME. so after that, we got to learn about the "johnny johnny woosh, wad time is it and the fingers" game. which are all veri lame ones. but well, i din really manage to get the ans to the fingers game. and it gets pretty irritating when so many pple noe and u jus duno. grrr.. hahaz. den Thiam Kee is so bad!!!! he is the only one who noes the ans to the fingers game, and he has the kind of smile that simply get u irritated. cos he jus REFUSED to tel us the ans. =P humph! hahaz. but he quite funny. he is the person who is really affected by my laughter. when i laugh, he jus luaghs. he is not laughing at the jokes, but laughing at my laughter. -_-||| but it gets really funny. den huiting told him not to laugh when i laugh. and he tried VERY VERY HARD not to laugh. hahaz.
so after we finally noe those ans, we moved on to mass dance at the fountain of wealth! HAPPENING and FUN! so we danced three songs. Dhoom, Retarded and S Club. oh well, the Dhoom is really bad. cos Gerald and I forgt the dance steps. we haven been practising since wed?so hah. we jus anyhw dance while looking at the OGLS dance.they dance really well lahz. =(
then it got pretty high after the mass dance. we ran round the fountain of wealth while hitting pple's hands, doing london bridge, shouting cheeers and many more. cant exactly rem.haiz. but sumth dreadful has to happen after that.. well.. dun wana talk about that le. but still, i miss the mass dance at suntec. =)) and bcos of this trip, i unerstand more about my CG and OG.
so here cums the last day of orientation. T_________________T so sad. haizz.so it started with OG12 practising for the performance in the nitex. and well, our skid is really lame. it's titled romeo and juliet but it's about pple bcum les and gay. -_-| but i like the part when we have song, skid and dance. =)) but still OG 16 did beta than us and they represent our clan, IXODUS, for the O night performance. so it was another OG bonding after that.
so we went to TJ canteen to eat first b4 setting off to bowling.okiex. n here cums really the funny part. i luff till i pengz. hahaz. so darren kept wanting to play "hai30 dai4" with us, and we dun wan. cos he is really good at it i wld say. at least i m always lose out to him. grr. anyway, so as we were clearing the plates, daren said that the tomato ketchup wld be the punishment for those who lose while playing hai dai. den we were like dun wan. den he says he wana challenge OGLs. so jus coincidentally, zhizong walked past us and we called him to play with darren. he lost out for 2 times. den hy said that let's give him 5 chances and if he managed to win once, darren will eat the tomato sauce. bring the always confident one, darren said ok. in the end, after 2 tries, zhizong WON!!!. we were so happy for him. so darren wld have to eat the tomato sauce. and stupid him, he dropped the tomato sauce on his pants and it's quite near his upper body. hurhem. so u shld get wad i mean. it looks as if he got............................ the tomato sauce is red u c. hahaz. so all of us practically laugh till the whole canteen look at us. cos it's really funny. and zhizong laugh till like got heart attack like that. hahaz. really funny. but in the end, darren ate the sauce up! =))
so we went bowling.i din wana bowl since i bowl le, always go into the drain. so hy,janet,jolene and Gerald is one grp. and Darren, Qi En, Elvin and Clarence is one grp. den huiting went to test Gerald about whether he remembered her name! hahaz. i forgt if he remembered. so huiting make a bet that if he strikes, he is to call huiting's name to make sure he rem.(Gerald's bowling is quite good, so we tot he wld strike) but while this bet has been gg on, Gerald din manage to strike. so i said ok, den if u dun strike, u r to call huiting's name. AND HE STRIKES TWO TIMES CONSECUTIVELY!!!!! -_______________________-||| we were like " Gerald, u did it on purpose, fancy striking when u have to cal huiting's name" it was really funny. and Gerald kept insisting that it was a coincidence. but hw can that be???!!!
so after bowling, we went to eat and back to TJ for O night.there was a ms and mr voyage competition and OG performance. everyth was high and fun. but Zeneith won the overall. =( but i tink that the Mr and Mrs Voyage that our OG sent out is really handsome and pretty. =) and they put up a really great performance. at least got standard de. hahaz.
so after all those performances, there is the live band and it really rock the whole school hall. it's like gg to some band concert. and everyone is jumping and waving their hands and it's really noise pollution that u cant hear wad pple are trying to tell u. and well, the whole band rock the sch hall till round 12am? wonder if there are any complaints from the neighbourhood. >.< it's too noisy. but i like it! hahaz. cos u can scream for all u wan as no one can hear u at all. that's realli shiok!
I LOVE MY OG, I LOVE MY CG! hahaz. i quite look forward to tmr lectures with CG 24! hahaz. i tink tt they are really fun pple. hmmm, this is the first time i look forward to sch reopen in TJC. hahaz. still rem that last week i quite dread the fact that i have to go sch on 3/1/06, cos since i dun really noe the pple that i will have to work with. hmmm, ahh!! cant wait to c my claz again! hahaz.
and oh well, today went to rebond my hair with Huiyi FINALLY! >>>>.<<<<< i duno wad to say bout my new hairstyle. cos i really duno if i look gd or bad. but my hair has bcum short and i miss those hair that were being cut in the salon jus now. ='( sighs.. jus hafta wait for my hair to grow back. =( but i love huiyi's hair. she dye le quite nice! hahaz.
i love CG 24! hope that things wld remain wad it is nw.
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SURPRISINGLY, THE SIGNAL STRENGTH OF MY INTERNET FROM MY BRO'S COM READS GOOD!!! that's so rare ok.
i have alot to blog about today activities played in TJ and the mass dance at SUNTEC!! hahaz. but well, tmr needa wake up early tmr and i haven pack my bag!>.< actually jus cum online to get fotos from huiyi, the marche pics taken with xuande's camera. and there is one pic that me and huiyi really love!! which is this...
"U gals are kawaii" said by xuande and huiyi replied with needless to say. hahahz. okiex. guess i cant blog le. shall blog more tmr bahz. and put the fotos taken with xuande's cam. hahaz.stay tuned!!!
= in the midst of opening up myself, i have hidden the true self of mine=
= today may seem happy and wonderful, but still, there are regrets and wrongs that i have done, which have hurt pple that i love and love me deeply=
= sorry=
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so today is tj orientation de 2nd day!~~ it's fun,cool and entertaining. except for the mass dance part. =X
hmm, so we started off with temasek monopoly.my CG din exactly go very far. only went to arnd bedok area and near marine parade. i wonder who went to tanah merah and tampines those area. tink perhaps it will be more happening?? having to travel a greater distance? hmm, anyway, so today i took the effort to memorise names!!! hahaz. i tink i roughly memorised all names of the pple in my CG le. except for sum guys. gals shld be all done le. =)) yupps. n i tink i fulfilled the pact that i made with myself...
so altogether we went to four to five stations. with alot of time taken to take transport. >.< oh n there is one station that is extremely malu but fun in a way too. the guys and gals were supposed to pose. then one person is supposed to take the big card saying " HONK IF U THINK I'M HOT!" (we were standing along the expressway) hahaz. so we posed at the roadside. and we really got alot of honks in jus a few mins!! hahaz. alot of drivers kept looking at us. very paiseh lahz. but i tink it's pretty fun. and everyone cheered quite loudly when we heard HONKS. hahaz.this is the most memorable station i wld say.
den went on to PDP stuff and PE thing. sighs. PE is swimming for TJ for about a term. >.< and our CG grading of our swimming skills is on next fri.but actually i m quite excited about it! =) but i tink PE seems pretty tough? the teacher says until like " if u can survive TJ Pe,den it will be really good" and "TJ Pe will determine whether u can stay in Tj for the rest of the months" -_-|
den it was mass dance after that. it wasnt exactly so nice as ytd. cos i cldnt really hear wad the students' council is trying to teach. and well, i cant see the stage as i m at the back.so i depended on the OGLs. guess wad. we learn a new mass dance today called "Retarded". but the dance steps aint retarded at all ok. it's alot of kicking movements which really got me confused. i felt as if my legs may tangle up any moment. >.< den Gerald did it well i wld say. n i really cldnt catch it. den when he asked me, heyz, wad's the move again? i was like..eh... i duno lehx.. so paiseh. felt so bad that cos he partner with me, den i cant really help him much when he can actually dance really well when he knows the steps. and well, i din exactly noe the sequence for the mass dance we did ytd too. so was quite paiseh oso cos Gerald cld remember alot. >.< oh gosh, this is so so bad. and mass dance at Suntec is tmr?!!! dots. can we really dance so well. *shrugs*
surprisingly, after so many activities today, i dun feel really very tired. but still hafta slp early. hmm, i hate slping early..
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tj orientation first day~~~!!!! hahz..i wld say i enjoyed it alot.. =))
so it started with all the talks and everyth. den the students' council start to call us to cheer and taught us the cheer. like the "fever" cheer of Ixodus. think that it sounds pretty nice and cool! =) the OGLs and councillors of Ixodus are quite on too i wld say.
and we are allowed to go out and buy lunch and not be stuck in the canteen! hahaz. there is quite alot of food stalls outside tj. haven really go and explore yet. kekex. that's one thing that seems better than cchms. the fact that i dun have to walk so many km to get to a hawker centre nor will i be stuck in the canteen. but still, cchms remains the best i wld say. except for its inaccessibility.
so it went on to college trivia. >.< it's giving us clues and trying to find the ans to sum qn. it offered sum insights into tj stuff. till today, i then noe that tj is the 2nd junior college opened in Singapore. thought other JCs are first. den played for quite some time and got to know more and more pple. though ehx, i cant rem their names at all. except those really memorable ones like Si Si which sort of like Tian Tian's name. den got one person called Thu. she is a vietnamese. i m bad at remembering names. so i kept asking pple wad's ur name again. hahaz. till now, i still cant remember those faces's names. i noe their faces,yet duno their names. >.< shall memorise their names tmr bahzz.. oh den i hafta ask the qn of "wad is ur name" again. oops.
den it was MASS DANCE!!!! IT 'S TOTALLY COOL AND FUN!!!TJ mass dance is a couple dance. so gottaz pair up with a guy. so i paired up with a guy called Gerald. (managed to rem his name after asking for his names for 3 times >.<) den lucky me, got OGLs in front of me. so whenever i dun understand, there will be the OGL for me to ask. Gerald was pretty cooperative i wld say. cos heard that alot of guys were rather unwilling to dance. i could see quite abit of such cases too. hahaz. i tink pairing up with Gerald is quite nice, cos we really enjoyed the dance bahz. and i tink he seems to be gifted in dancing. he manages to grab the dance steps pretty fast. even the OGL agreed with me. =) but realised the Gerald is from CG 15 i tink. so he isnt in my OG actually. so i really wondered why i was paired up with him? maybe he sat on the wrong row? duno. but i dun really wish to change partner, cos it isn't fun when u dance it with uncooperative guys. it jus spoil the fun of mass dancing.
and tj mass dance will be performed at Suntec City at the Fountain of Wealth on thurs!!! so it's more more fun!!! but unless u got a good partner i wld say.
and my CG only got 17 to 19 pple. pretty pathetic. but maybe it's more cozy? hahaz. *shrugs*
saw that gal today. it only generates hatred inside me. yucks. her hairstyle sucks. and trying to act cute in wadever she does. *puke* i tink i have nv hated anyone like this b4. cos well, i tink the things that she does and says behind my back is beyond forgiveness.
yeah! quite looking forward to tmr's Temasek Monopoly. it's getting out of the campus and have fun!!! but gottaz bring extra clothings and gottaz change again. >.<
and mass dance too! hope to get a cooperative partner. if not, there goes all the fun. >.<
ok. gg to slp now le. noe that it's pretty early. but i jus wana slp. so tired for today. haizz..my clock need to be adjusted.
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first of all, wishing all a HAPPY NEW YEAR! =)) have a nice 2006 worx! =))
had a wonderful and happening new year's eve ytd. yupps, as huiyi tag reads, the meeting with her was not off and we even went for countdown! happening man! hahaz.
so huiyi came to my hse first cos of sum tuition thingy, i guess only the ppl hu went noe about this tuition thing. hahaz. well, anyway, so she came to my hse and we sort of exchange christmas pressies! and here's the necklace i gave her.
it had sat the plane from thailand to Singapore and reached Singgapore on 13/12/05 and given to huiyi on 31th dec 2005. hahaz. -_-| anyway, many ppl thinks that it's nice. hahaz. proud of my good taste. =P
anyway, so we went to orchard to pass huiyi's fren a present and went to orchard, thinking of reserving a place in marche at heeren. in the end, found out that we cant actually book it. so we decided to go kino rot first as we are meeting the rest at 6pm.
so we went kino and took a book to read to kill time. while reading, i took out my cam and began takin pics in kino. hahaz. well, camera is more interesting than books. hahaz.
the first shot
scissors, paper, stone!
huiyi trying to act professor, her name is called, Prof Tan. she says she sort of fail in this shot. i tink it's pretty ok though.
love this necklace alot. hahaz. xuande says it matches my dressing. hahaz. really tink that this nceklace is veri nice. and once again, this necklace has sat the flight from thailand to sing with huiyi's necklace too!
trying to act cute. -_-|
the books at the background are not teenagers nor adults' books, but children's books!
the books that we were reading initially. hahaz.
so realising that it is raining outside, we decided to leave kino which is at taka there and see hw to go to heeren w/o an umbrella. hahaz. but b4 that, we went to the gals toilet. and guess wad?
hahaz. i have been telling huiyi that i tink ppl will tink that we are tourists when we are singaporeans. fancy taking pic with the toilet sign. hahaz. -_-| but it's fun! hahaz..
decided not to rotate it since it's a failed shot. but well, guess hw cum there is a flash of light there?
we are actually taking our reflection on the mirror and opps, we forgt to off flash. so there goes the failed shot. hahaz..
so after acting like tourists in the toilet, we decided to go heeren. to reserve seats. cos guess it will be quite full since it's new year eve. so it was raining heavily and well, we decided to walk to heeren despite the rain and we got wet. =( and in the end, when we go into marche,we found out that it's free seating. v little pple. -_-||| so actually we cld wait till the rain bcum smaller b4 we runover..hmmm..
so heree the pics taken at marche!
i love the atm here! it's a restaurant but in a style of a market place. the food is very nice worx! =))
another shot at marche with Chun and huiyi. oh, i mus say, Chun is an extremely helpful and really nice gal.
this is xuande. hahaz. he is a total zi lian king i wld say. while huiyi takes the zi lian queen's name. both of them really like taking pics. and xuande always like to act cute jus like in this pic. >.< oops. i din rotate it. oh, tilt ur head to see his act cute expression! hahaz..
happy faces! yupps. we are very happy. took this pic while we are queuing for potato weedges. are we too happy/excited over the potato wedges?! hahaz.
like this pic. tink that it's really sweet~~
the precious marche cards that if it's lost, u may have to stay in marche and help them wash bowls. oh gosh, cos the loss of one marche cards will cost u 100 bucks. >.<
so here are the grp fotos!!
xuande is gay-ing with daniel. hahaz. oh this reminds me that there are pictures which we took like "quan2 jia1 fu2" like that. but my cam dun have the pics. so hafta wait for xuande and Chun cam to get those pics. those pics are v nice n funny!
i luv this pic. but well, it's too dark, or else it will be perfect. sweet~~~
xuande is trying to make a delusion that me and huiyi kissed. but failed. but still, i tink xuande really got good photography skills. =)
i forgt why this pic was taken and wad are Chun, daniel and xuande trying to do. but i rem that the situation was really funny and i was laughing like siaoz when i took this pic. hahaz.
so we stayed in marche for like 4 to 5 hrs, taking pics, eating. oh we ate alot alot of things: chicken,ice-cream (alot of different flavours and really like the style of swensens,got waffle de, got mango de), pizza,beef steak,pasta, potato wedges and many many more. hahaz.
and we stayed in marche for so so long lahz. stayed from alot of pple to veri little pple. and we talked alot of crap. luff till very siaoz for sum time. i mus say, when u feel very dwn, den when u go out with this pple, ur mood will certainly improve! confirm! hahaz. they can really make u luff with their jokes and lame things. kekex. really enjoyed talking and taking pics with them in marche.
so after marche, we managed to persuade huiyi's mum to let her to go countdwn and see fireworks at esplanade there. so at about 10 plus pm, we left marche and off we go to esplande while Chun go sit her bumboat, and meet us ltr.
the bus trip to esplanade!
gosh, when we reach there, it was really crowded and squeezy. and they guys sort of "kai1 lu4" for me and huiyi cos it's really squeezy. wow. so in the end, we decided not to stay at esplande there, but go to the road that is closed aka the bridge to view the fireworks!!!! we manage to find a stategic location to view fireworks and countdwn!!! but all of us were really tired and hot to death. hahaz. imagine all the squeezing and the crowds. totally tired. hahaz.
still trying to take pics though we are tired, and i look wet, don't i? And of course it's not raining. hahz. i wonder why huiyi and xuande still so happy while taking pic. >.<
so here cums the fireworks aft waiting for half and hr or so. the fireworks were wonderful and fabulous! i love the fireworks!!!! here's sum pics of it!
okiex.. so after we are finished with the fireworks, we went to coffee bean for a drink and Chun's mum fetch me, huiyi and xuande hm. felt really sorry to trouble her mum though. so i reached hm at 2.00am to 2.30am and well, had a short conference wih the panna pple who went to the fireworks too but i din see them at alL!!! such a waste!!! haizz.. but i din noe that they are gg, or rather i noe but i forgt? hahaz.
sighs. tmr last day of hols le. gg to go SBMY and see the panna pple!!!! and gg out after that. having steamboat at marina bay again! hahaz. but well, guess tmr i cant stay out late le. cos 3 jan 20055 is the sch reopening day! sobs. haiz... why i bcum so negative towards sch nwadays huhx? hahaz. guess i cant part with the fun i had this dec hols bahz. i wld say this is the most enjoyable, fruitful, memorable dec hols i ever had!!! thanks to those who have played a part in this. =))
wow, i cant really rem wad i did during dec hols. but sumhw i missed the first week of the hols, when i still see alot of free days ahead to go out and have fun. oh and sumhw, i missed the days when i go NUS and pei huiyi mug! hahaz. of course, i miss the days of fun more!!!
but still, i gottaz wake up to reality bahzz.. ltr gg to pack my sch bag. there isnt much things to bring anyway. hahaz.
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