All That I've Got

Friday, December 02, 2005
-10:47:00 PM-

hmm..it's raining outside now..love rainy daes.. esp rainy nites.. =)

i seem to have alot to do. but i dun seem to wan to noe wad i m supposed to do. m i spending my hols in the right way. i kept asking myself. i dun wan it to be ALL play. it feels weird. yah. weird. esp when i said i wanted to call her tonight. but now, i dun feel like calling at all and just wana tugged in to sleep. yah. a way to escape from reality. well, guess i shall hafta go check my "things to do after o's" in my blog entry to see wad to do bah.

watched a show.qing shen shen yu meng meng. yah. it's a long ago show and i m watching it the second time. bt i m jus soOOoo addicted to qiong yao de plot. her stories are all soOoo interesting. hmm, hw nice if that kind of character like he shu huan exists in this world that i m living in. but well, that's drama. not real life. at least, perhaps, in the next life then i will meet this kind of guy bah.

sighs. i m sOooo hungry now. as wad i said, shld a crsis happens, i tink i will die. cos my hse totally dun store up food. well, todae go out ate quite a bit, so hafta skip my dinner. but now, i m sOooO hungry, and the hse ishx soOooOo kong1 =( cant stand it.

and ytd received the edusave scholarship. n i werent excited at all though i din expect that the little letter will end up in my letter box. but my parents were so happy and excited like duno wad. i cant help but keep laughing at their expressions. they like strike 4D like that. then i was telling them about i wont be the top 5 percent anyway. then they were like.... -_-| my mum even took out the past years letter to compare every wording, saying that the every of the wording is the same as past years. then i was like, nvm. when i get the cheque next yr, then u noe le. den my dad even make a bet of if i din get 500, he give me 200. if i get 500, i have to give 200 to him. hmmm.... still tinking whether to take up the bet anot.

n my guitar steel spring makes my fingers hurt like hell. grr. i wan a nylon string guitar. and it sounds nicer with it. so if i ever manages to bcum a tutor, my first salary will be the guitar! =) of course, a treat for my parents too. well, that is IF i manage to get the job. hah. mum still din tell me anyth.

i wana buy a lot of things!

n i m missing jie! sighs. life feels weird w/o u arnd lehx. dun like the feeling of telling myself that even if i search the whole singapore, i wont be able to find yyooouuu. ='(

i m getting sleepy. guess i will forget about making that call..

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