All That I've Got

Thursday, December 01, 2005
-11:57:00 AM-

sighs. i m banned from gg out. except from gg guitar ltr. ='( cos of this stttuuuiipppiiddd fever which came with no symtoms at all. except on tues when i felt sick afer the nap. sighs. luckily ytd cancelled the trip with jie. or else i wld have pangseh her. hah. sighs. cant go out. stae at home stare at this sq screen. abit boring lehz. but ytd was so much worse. sighs. can this sickness get lost soon. and can this fever and throat infection of mine goes off soon. >.<

so ytd though i stayed at home, i practically did NOTHING. cos of fever sighs. i only noe i slept practically ALL DAY. except for a few hrs of watching the tv, which i kept changing the channels. the programmes aint nice at all. wanted to leave ytd to practise guitar. but it turns out so bad. haiz. my mum says u slp so much cos u needa compensate e slp hrs that u lost this whole year round. which i tink otherwise. cos mrs tan says b4 the slp hrs lost cant be compensated ritex. >.<

and mummy told me ytd that her fren's daughters need tuition and call my mum to recommend the tutor i have. but he is NOT AVAILABLE now or next year. hah. someone is gg to the states worz~ so nice. haiz. so there goes my JC physics too. kinda sad, but well.. so her fren said why dun call me go teach. *pengz* the sec3 pupil??!! when i m only sec 4??!! dun tink i m capable to teach the sec3 de bah. ltr her grades super lan4, den i die. hah. but she gt one Primary 5 de daughter, sae can let me teach. hmmm.. i dun mind that. since it's P5. shld be okiex. but... still... hmmm... see how lohzz.. but this kind of job is nice lehzz.. dun need to be tied dwn for one whole month. so while i can earn money, i can still enjoy my hols~~

so jie ishx going off todae! jie, take care on ur trip to Perth worx~ hah. cant send u off as i have guitar. so sorry. but meanwhile take care and c u when u cum back! MUST call me up when u cum back kaex... =)) *hugs* (ermz, that is if u see this msg b4 u go off?) hah.

Found this msg veri meaningful:
~ I've learnt to let a lot of things go, because it's just easier that way. I've realized how much better off I am apart from all the unnecessary drama and stress that used to contribute to my daily life. In short, it's time to cut some people out of my life, and keep those who make life worth living. I may have lost some, but I've gained so much more.

thankful to be free, and starting new.~ =))

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