All That I've Got

Friday, December 30, 2005
-12:29:00 AM-

went out.. till about an hr ago den came home.. which means i came home arnd 11.30pm..

wow,from morning 11am went out to meet peiwen to nitex 11.30pm reach home..hahaz..have been out for so long..nearly gg to overlap to 12 am of 30th dec liaoz.. hahaz..hmmm..if i cum hm after 12am, it wld mean that i went out on the 29th dec to EARLY morning of 30th dec. cool. hahaz. but i din. still reach home b4 the clock strucks 12am of 30th dec. hmm, gg to be year 2006 so soon. >.<

well, not that i dun like cuming home.. it's not the hse that i hate, it's not the fact that i dun wana see my parents or anyth.. in fact, i felt really guilty to leave my parents at home like that, not gg out with them.. i guess during this hols, i only came home for dinner less than 15 times, when i wld normally be at home for dinner in the past everyday..but well, due to the fact that i still cant face up to myself..due to the fact that i dun wana be at my own rm, doing nth,staring in space, tinking of the hurtful things which will cum to mind whenever i m alone, i decided to go out as long as i cld...

went with mj to get rainie's autogrpah in the evening. well, she went to queue and everyth lohxx.. while i jus stand there listen her sing.. hahaz.. cos i din buy her album mahzz..alot of pple there worxx... hahaz.. the queue was pretty long.. i wait until my legs wana break liaoz. hahaz.

i love the song "li xiang qing ren"

den ltr we went to buy sumth to eat. den sat outside 7 eleven and talk. looks weird lahz. like everyone looking at us as they walk past. but heck lahz. not my prob. hahaz. so we talked talked talked talked while trying to get onyi. but we never managed to find her. sighs. she so pro in pool de mahz. sighs. but din get her. and she haven reply me! =( anyway, den jy called. so i was like, die, haven find onyi lehx. so decided to find ivan er ge. den well,he cant make it too.*hurhem* another pro pool cant make it. hahaz. so nvm. we decided to go dwn to orchard den c hw lohx.

den on the train, told mj sumths. well, i guessed virgo pple are really like both of them bahz. hahaz. but mj, i mus say, u really can handle virgo pple. hahaz. cos u r virgo oso izzit? kekex. anyway, at least i get to know more about hw i shld approach and everyth. hope it works.

den went to meet jy. den we went to cine 8th level. hahaz. saw the pool tables and everyth. din manage to c onyi there. sighs. and i did sumth veri paiseh. >.< gosh. i still feel so paiseh lahz. anyway, pool pros are all there, and the rates are really ex, so we went arcade de.

den well, being newbies, except mj, we sort of really felt embarrassed.cos well, there were a grp of pple looking at us as we played. den we were like.................................. okiex nvm. but we still played it! hahaz. anyway, i realise sumth, w/o confidence, i can nv hit the ball into the hole. quite surprised that i did manage to hit the ball into the holes lehxx... lalalalalala...but mj sort of won. cos she hit the black ball into the hole, with my help of course! i provide her with a v good angle nehx.. hahaz.. jus jk.. hahaz..=P

so jus nw was talking on the fone with the SBMY pple. Ivan (not my er ge) keeps making me luff lahz. dots. i luff till cramp lohxx.. hahaz.. oh well, they din noe that i can luff till like that de. that's hw i always luff anyway. den he keeps saying wana call police and ambulance. dotss...den alot of his funny jokes keep making me luff.. cant stand him.. he is jus such a joker. hahaz. but i can confirm one thing! my laughter spreads! hahaz. i manage to make amanda luff with me. lalala. hahaz. den cos of toking with pple on msn, sumtimes i jus keep quiet. den when i luff, it's really noisy. *noise pollution* den ivan was like, can u dun be so extreme. hahaz. too bad. i jus wana luff...lalalalala...a nice tok with them.. wow, we conference for duno hw many times le. but jus wana say sorry to amanda and sou kuin, that i cant meet u all on sat. cos i having sumth on. really wana help u all, really. i will try to meet u all oso after sch reopens? sorry that i cant be of much help this time.

i hate guys who turn their backs against their ex gfs after breaking up, treating as if the relationship never exist b4. i mean even if break up le, dun need to be so extreme one wad. can still be frens one wad. even if not frens, oso dun go and hurt the other party. no matter wad, u all have loved each other b4 mahzz.. why mus turn the love to hatred. argh. irritating. sighs.

anyway, huiyi thanks for putting greater emphasis on me for this sat. really appreciate tat. miss u and c u on sat! *hugs*

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