All That I've Got

Thursday, December 08, 2005
-1:42:00 PM-

i m so bored now. like waiting the clock which is ticking so slowly to reach the time when we can finally set off. sighs. i wana slp. ytd chat with her till 3am. today hafta wake up at 10am to go guitar. yawns. yah. i slp alot. >.<

todae guitar was tiring. gosh. so hard to play. so luan4. i alwaes play the wrong note. den so paiseh. cos others are playing too mah. hah. n i hate reading those "dao gay" which i have yet to familarise myself with. but still, i love guitar. but guess it will really take sum time b4 i noe how to change my fingers quickly to play the chords which i m most not familiar with. yue4 nong4 yue4 luan4.

yupps. i called her ytd. eerr...initially it was really awkward. cos i duno wad to say. hah. den she started asking me jc stuff blah blah blah. so we started from there lohz. after that it's alright lah. i felt that the chat was really still the same as b4? hah.but glad that everything is really FINALLY settled b4 i go overseas. cos guess i dun have much time after i cum back from thailand considering the fact that i still hafta attend a camp after that. gosh. so packed.

so we chatted till like 3am and put dwn the fone. hmm, i guess both of us are not caring nor want to noe wad happened b4 and after and the details le. at least i dun wish to ask further le. i mean no point lah. ask so much, noe so much, so? it doesnt mean anyth animore. or at least, wad i wan is a bright future with them. i dun wish such things to happen again. i guess the most impt thing is to make sure that this type of thing WILL NV HAPPEN AGAIN. the rest, i dun tink it's worth to know further. =))

so finally, the thing that has been bothering me so much this few weeks is settled. really glad. but sumhw it seems to be a dream to me. really a dream. i felt as if i m dreaming. hahz. really. i din expect that i wld call her in the first place. ytd i pondered in front of the com for 2 hrs den call her. Lt was like call her lah. den i was like huhx.... so like keep pondering.. cos duno wad to say..

hmm, i guess i shall go lie dwn and try to slp b4 daddy wakes me up to go airport. =)) i m sOOo excited!!!

in the meantime, take care everyone!

i will miss *you* ...

P.S : to pw and nsh : u all plan to take up tuition izzit? till next year can? i have asked the sec4 pupil hu is my mum's fren, she wans tuition in Physics and Amaths. and she is studying in Chung Cheng High Sch Main. hah. so is the same school as us. but if u all wana teach, is teach till end of next year. can? i will try to ask her if u all wan. but not a sure yes that u all will get this job for now.. =)

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