i did one v stupid thing.why i go and do that.it makes me feel so awful now.i wanted to sleep soon le initially to stop myself thinking.but i go n did that stupid thing, feel so awful so awful now.tears jus keep streaming dwn.i cant stop it.cant.tat kind of feelin i have ytd ishx back.overwhelming.ytd i got oy to pei me.todae she gg out wif someone now.i dun wan to tink animore.but why m i so stupid to go n look.it only makes things worse.i feel so....i duno...i cant stop my tears...i canr.......
no i m not supposed to look.why m i still looking..argh..i cant ctrl myself at all nw..my tears..my thoughts...my mind..it's all crumbling dwn..i wan to slp..i wan to escape from reality.but i cant.i m so stuck now. this kind of feeling ishx worse than ytd..much worse..
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