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mInmIn
17
20th august 1989
Temasek Junior College
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yeah! hcl over le! gee...ermzz...i wonder hw i wld do..cos..eerrr..sighs..duno lahzz..i jus wana get a distinction.. >.< ishx that sumth too high to ask for? *prays hard*
i realised i really need to list out what i wan to do after o's now..or else i will forget..hahaz....
1st-go NUS pei da jie mug.
2nd-go watch Harry Potter with da jie (most prob, depending on her clique) or shld be the slackers pple.
3rd-prepare for prom nitex'05 on 28th nov
4th-jjfc meetings ( e first will be on 29th nov)
5th-do the graduation prezzies by 28th nov (at least for ling n ting jie ones as they may be gg back soon)
6th-learn guitar ( ben help me found out the dates le,bt i realised the one and only one dae that i can go i may be overseas, which ishx....argh....) (found out that i m not gg overseas on that date! *beams*
7th-going overseas!!! during the dec hols!
8th-go do hair rebonding (my dad says he sponsor..hahazz...) da jie u wana go together or not huhx?
9th-do his bdae prezzie which has been belated for months..hahaz..(see how lahz)
10th- go this fashion with pw mummy to shop for clothes!
11th-go escape theme park with my cousin or pw mummy.
12th-go out with my cousin who i have pangseh for duno how many times liaoz.
13th- improve moi ENGLISH by doing MORE READING.. >.<
14th- spend more time with my family...
15th- attend a camp with jy
ermzz..should be all for now...=) shall add on when got more..
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feeling so uncomfortable..argh..i jus need moi body to pull tru tmr and mondae..*prays hard that nth goes wrong*
huang lao shi cooked a whole chicken(roasted) and grass jelly dessert for us todae!=D everyone ishx snatching to have a bite.hahazz..n there were sum real duhz jokes made in the chinese staff room..hazz..
jy was telling moi that u get A1 for hcl den will have a letter asking you to teach chinese..i wan that! =) that has been moi wish when i was young..so i hope i can ge A1 and can be a teacher soOooOonnn...=) this sumhw spur me on to work even more hard for hcl! =D duno..jus seems to enjoy learning hcl..but i m jus scared that i cant finish lahzz...=(
n i pulled so mani tissue papers from wu lao shi tissue box..*sHhhH* hope she wont notice it..hahazz..=P
*mugging again*
oh, needa send him an email..not to forget..n to all..jia you and cya on mondae! *the FIRST written paper*
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i JUS woke up..hahazz..yahzz...JUS woke up..cos well,todae me go wake up at 5.45am and went to school like any other dae in the past..n studied in school..den met jy..and have lunch..oh not to forget..the "kampong flare" auntie asked moi whether wana go her hse during new year..den i asked a dumb qn..huhx...next year arhxx..den she sae..huhx..next week ishx moi new year lehx..den i was like..oh okiex..hahazz...but how can i go huhx..ishx like next week last week of mugging week for o's le..sighs..c how first bahzz...
den we went to the AHA room..saw ms sharm..hazz..she teaching maths to hl( dun tink gd to sae this person name..duno he/she like it not.haz.) we started dd work on the tables lohxx..hazz..n u alwaes make the chair fall de..cos the floor ishx carpeted..den shld it be too much friction or too little?the chair alwaes fall when i try to push it...-_-||
den we tried looking for huang lao shi to ask her bout hcl stuff..APPARENTLY we cant find her..we searched the sch high and low for her..and we cant find her!!!!!! dat's so weird..den jy felt so hungry..so we went to the chi staff room..saw wu lao shi..den asked her where's huang lao shi..n told her that jy veri hungry..and she gave us biscuits eat!! =) den she helps me cal huang lao shi..n guess where she is? at the "DI XIA SHI" at the sum kind of "ground floor" in the chi staff room...-_-|| we searched so mani places and din expect her to be there lahzz..dots..den we saw hl AGAIN..dots..was like..wa..he/she still here?! den we listened to sum of the things she said bout hcl and she was like telling hl when he/she wans to go le to SLEEP EARLY! den i was like..huhx..well..den i noe why...cos he/she sleep at 4AM in the MORNING and woke up at 7AM to cum sch to seek consultation..no wonder he/she realli looks exhausted..he/she ishx that kind of wan to die already lohx...tsk tsk..dots..hw cum he/she can stae still so late one huhx..oh well..at least i cant..duhzz...den he/she has been sleeping at this hr for 2 daes..dotss..okiexx...
den finalli huang lao shi started teaching us..hahazz...n she gave us the honey ermz..what's that called?it's a cereal lahzz..den we were all so happily eating awae as we listen to her..den after that...she cooked "ji zhou" for us..well, she has been cooking that for duno how mani hrs..and finalli we get to eat it..as she said can eat le..so all of us...(van,jing yu n eerr...got one more gal..i duno her name) all rushed to eat..hahaz..so all five of us ate! and it ishx sOOoOoo nice kaex..hazz..it's heavenly as claimed by jy..*beams* den we went hm..and saw sum MD pple cuming to sch..they stayin overnitex with ms k...hmmm...overnitex..hmmm...
i shldnt have sent that msg at all..regret it lahzz..well well..
dad ishx nt happy with me gg to sch tmr to consult huang lao shi again as he thinks that i study too much le..and ishx getting sick..>.<..but i need her for moi paper one and two lahzz..so hmm...i jus stubbornly said i wana go lohxx..sighss..jus hope i can pull tru to mondae and not get too sick bahzz..>.<
and he replied moi! so happy..din noe he will check his email de..awww...
kaex..i shall go mug le and do the things huang lao shi asks us to do...=D
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moi prev entry ishx not shown! arghh..grrr..tooopppiiiddd..make moi type..sighs..nvm..dun feel like typing anymore..hazz..typed alot for my english composition le! quite satisfied with it..BUT...hope mrs yee wont give me any negative comments..>.< sighs..i cant afford that as o's ishx realli coming le..
kaex..biya! gottaz look at HCL nw..moi ONLY L1..n moi HCL sucks nowadaes..argh...tmr gottaz go seek help from lao shi to improve moi HCL! =D
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sighs..i m nt jus tired..but drained..hazz...was asking jy whether there ishx such a word call "draining" cos..sighs..long story lahz..hahaz...
physics prac tmr..all the best to all and to moiself too~>.< all the sig fig ishx killing moi..why mus phy be so particular about sig fig..grr..i still dun understand the rationale behind it lahzz..n it got moi all so confused with digits..n even to the pt where i forgot hw to recongnise hw mani sig fig are there lahz..duhzz..grr..
sighs..well,when i see him, i tink that it's dumb to cry over him lahz..but when i dun..i bcum dumb yet again and cried..ttttooooppppiiiiidddd moi..grr..
n moi hp bills are gg to explode soOoooOonn...sobs..hafta stop smsing sOoooo muchiex..but i cant resist the temptations..>.<
next mon ishx hcl le..soon, i will roughly noe hw ishx moi L1 gg to do..which ishx scary..cos i dun have TWO L1..sighs..eng?! pass can already lahz..hahazz..well, even hw well i can do for compre, moi compo sucks lahzz..i jus cant write for english..can onli noe hw to analyse..hcl?hmm..can write..cant analyse?-_-||| opposite huhx..duhzz...
okiex..i shall cont mugging nw..*go back to physics prac notes*
ur presence ishx adding stress to moi..i noe i hafta do it well 4 u..but e more i wan it, the least it becums the truth..sighs..
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wrote sumth bout...sighs..shall not post it nahzz..it's kinda hurting..but i needa released moi pent up emotions and frustrations lahzz..i m seriously..argh..i dun have ani more patience..
sighs..jus a message from him ishx enuff to leave moi tearing...sighs...
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i m sOooO tired..sighs..mummy sae i got hei yan quan..wans moi to slp early..but...okiex..i got sum daes realli slp alot le..cant afford to slp so muchiex le..sobs..
mugging ishx nice in a wae(trying to be optimistic) but not nice when u meet obstacles..
i have to do it well for u i noe..but wheneva i see those highlighted stuff indicating that i duno, i feel so guilty..it's as if i duno moi stuff..n i m soo not dd well for u..which ishx..argh...
i realised i got alot of things to do after o's..dun tink can go out to work le..sighs..i have more den 10 things to do..n sum lasts veri long de..sighs..dun wan to list them dwn nw..shall do that after o's..
tamp lib microfilm so cool..hahazz..(okiex i m luffing now, not cos of the microfilm, shall elaborate ltr) anywae,yahz..the microfilm provided moi those past newspapers articles..hope that hcl paper will not be hard for the newspaper section,or else i m dead, well, shall try to do one ji xu wen so that i can noe moi standard..sighs...
okiez..i m luffing cos mummy has been singing and singing since i came back lahzz..here she goes again..n i seriously duno why she ishx in such a good mood..den daddy was like.."keep singing,u shall wash the clothes tmr morning!" hahaz..so funny..moi daddy said it in such a funny wae dat i cant stop luffing lahzz..
okiex..n it seems like practicals for this year aint gg to be easy..why?cos bio prac wasnt easy (erm,hw do i find it?i duno nehx.i m neutral lahz), den heard from da jie sis that her combined science prac wasnt easy too?so guess chem n physics prac for next week aint gg to be easy too bahzz..sighs..sobs..aiya, whateva, as long as i tried moi best, den let it be..jus that i mus make sure that moi final destination in life ishx NUS and NIE!=D
speaking about NUS,i m sOOo looking forward to visit with da jie! haz..i wana go take a look!gee..anywae, it's so nice to have a chat with her ytd bout her life in NUS..kekex..well,it's funny how the ARTS faculty pple viewed the ENGINEERING faculty pple and hw they sort of " make fun" of them..hazz.so funny..n moi tutor ishx in the ENGINEERING faculty..hurhur..so well, she was saying all of them are nerds..haz. some parts are real funny..hazz...n thanks for the cup noodles that u n ur sis prepared for moi! =D
okiex..i m sooOo tired now..eyes are closing le..but i still gottaz go mug lahzz...
n i shall remind moiself to drink water..ironical ritex?when drinking water shld be natural de..but moi dad and mum aint happy with moi intake of water..=(
n moi mum slp le..hazz..so no more singing from her le..kekex..
n todae, i get to slp in moi bro's rm! which means i have a bed! haz...=)
okiex..go mug le..=D
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aNnyIi veri chio worxx..hazz..saw ur blog..thanks for trusting moi with ur pass! =D n thanks for loving moi! thanks for everyth..lov u so muchiex..muackx!sighs..her exams over le..n i m still here mugging..>.< but she sOOoOo chio..hahazz..all the pics so nice worx..kekex..will meet ya after o's kaex? take care in the meantym..!! =D
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i luv cchms loads!!! haz..todae supposed to meet mr davamoni for e.lit onli..ended up meeting three teachers..kekex...but they make moi luv the subjects more!! dedicated teachers! hazz..but mr d throw us so mani papers ...=( moi 3.5cm thick prelims papers are piling up again..guess it will becum 4cm soon?! moi gosh! thats too much..when i haven touch it at all!!! sobs..have been busy with tys..sighss..i wana finish dd the prelims nehx..but 4cm THICK!! how to?! sobs..waste the trees lahzz..sry trees..hazz..anywae..i shall do well in HCL!! lalala..todae cher taught moi alot on compo..shall get cher to teach moi again on tues..lalala...hmmm! mus do well in HCL..that's moi ONLY lang..sighs..not that i have no hope in english..but for moi english to get an A1?! that's totalli IMPOSSIBLE..since moi bro,who ishx sooOooO good in english de..got A2 for his o's english..well..for moi to get A1?! next life bah...
why do i have to see him ytd...why... why fate chooses to let us meet?sighs..since i met you..i haven got tym to concentrate on moi work..jus filled with u..nth but you..kept tinking of how we met n the words we exchanged..sighss..why mus i c u..e moment i saw you..i haven got tym to calm moiself dwn..n get u out of moi thoughts..sighss..sobs..i m still tinking now..i dun wana leave lahzz...sighss...
n moi patience ishx thinning and moi tolerance ishx not ani beta..so..pls dun test moi patience...
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ss tables are driving moi crazy..hw to do all those linking for looking ahead themes?can anyone help?i feel like tearing up the book..though moi bk ishx already a gone case le lahzz..but..i simply cant tink of how to link..no matter hw hard i tink i oso cant squeeze out anyth from moi brain..i dun wana shed tears cos of ss nahz...sobs..
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i was once a cchms student. WAS. sighs. cant bear to leave jus like that.cchms ishx realli nice. i love it soOooO much. i dun wana leave. sobs.
thanks all for the graduation presents. all those sweet letters. yahz.i din prepare ani grad prezzies for ani.except for the marshmallow.cos
1) i noe i cant complete dd wad i wana give by sat, since i bought the things on wed.
2) well, as wad xuan has said, i wrote 10 pages essay( which i din!) haz.yahz.so those letters to those pple that i wana write to will certainli takes v long to write.soOo if i wana give it on sat, it will be v short letters n it will nt be meaningful since i cant write wad i realli wana sae due to time constraint.so i will onli give the prezzies after o's! =D
sighs.cramps are killing moi.bio prac ishx cuming le.argh.so dao mei huhx.>.<
good luck pple.let's jia you. the battle ishx bout to begin.>_<
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ONE more dae in cchms..
studying as a claz in 4bn..
Hope that mani will turn up tmr..
n study as a claz for the last tym..
i will jus cry when i wan to..
i m stressed out..
i wonder how long can i last...
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now ishx 2.44am..o_O hazz..cum to this com actualli to post an entry in claz blog..tink i shld post an entry here too~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAE PRIS=D
moi eyes are closing le..sighs..
anywae,4 more daes in CHUNG CHENG,4 more daes in 4BN..i will treasure it de..
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hUiYi says:
dun care abt others now.
hUiYi says:
u r sitting for e paper.
hUiYi says:
for e sake of urself.
hUiYi says:
with ur own ablity
hUiYi says:
pple r jus external factors
hUiYi says:
to allow external factors to affect u , then u r a failure
hazz...ytd talked to da jie..kekex...well..at least she provided moi with loads of encouragement..n taught me the correct wae to study..realised that i havent been studying the smart wae..no wonder NO improvements at moi grades at all..hope her wae will work bahzz...den found the above veri meaningful..so decided to take it dwn to alwaes remind moiself..i realised tht i m veri veri easily influenced de..sighss...
looking so forward to see dajie after her uni exams...hazz..
i more week to graduation..i WILL miss CCHMS..i LOVE cchms..i wana stae on..sighs..
hmm..to all 4BN pple..jia you for o's kaex? let's finish our last lap bahz!but in the meantym..take care..dun mug too hard..hazz..>.<
to da jie, jia you for ur uni exam worx...*hugs*
n to those taking alevels aka jia yan..jia you too..look forward to c ya after our o's n ur A's finish toooo...=D
n those taking promos..gambatei too...
n last but not least...MOI JUNIORS!!!!! hazz...guess they mugging hard for their end of year now..jia you worx..somehw i wld rather take eoy den o's..sighss...
hmm..shld be all le bahzz...
all the best to all n moiself..
i cant afford to get freak out..>.<
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sighs..i got this com in a hard wae again...i m nt supposed to be here actually..i noe..moi main purpose was actually to print the mrs yee's prelim compo corrections out..but well..it's seems that it's moi fault again..
but if moi brother happened to see this..i duno..i jus wana sae..i din wana snatch this com from u...
firstly...i din remember printing this compo until jus now..at 10pm..when moi fren reminded moi...soooOoo...for the whole dae..u may not be using the com..n i din use it not cos i wana purposely snatch this com awae from u now..but cos i jus remembered at 10+pm...
n this compo ishx needed by tmr..so i have no choice but to ask this com from u...
n this compo was done in school..so it was saved into moi hotmail account..so u cant help moi print directly from the drive in the com...
dun look at moi that wae..i dun like that...well..perhaps it's moi fault..but if i dun need tis compo at all..i wont ask the com from u at all..since the lesson i learnt last week from asking the com from u in the midst when u're playing the game last sundae...i noe i cant use the com when u are playing ur game...n i have nv meant to create discord between daddy n u..i have nv meant to do sooOo..but if u dun believe..well..i have absolutely nth to sae..
mum seems to be realli unhappy again..n daddy ishx angry with bro..well..i can onli sae i din wan this to happen..i tried moi best from preventing this from happening by telling moiself to ask the com from u personally (which actually i dun realli like if u happen to noe)..but it seems like it will jus happen anywae...
well..i can only sae..i feel more n more detached from moi mum n moi bro..it seems like..no matter hw much i try to treasure..nth will come out of it all..
n after reading this, if u still think dat i m in the fault..n that i created discord btw u n daddy..i have nothing to sae..let it jus be moi fault den..but perhaps..we should realli ponder upon if we are really siblings afterall...it seems that the moment we talk..nothing good will cum out of it..but jus bad things will happen..isn't it?
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read sumone's blog..it's amazing how sumone changed overtime..i m jus so....shocked? i duno how to sae..but realli..i din expect that sumone to change soOOooO much..
well..i guess guys have their inner feelings afterall..jus that they dun show it out bahzz..but the wae he wrote in his blog..realli surprises moi..i realli din expect to see that..
papa bought the MUMMY PIG N THE BROTHER PIG for moi!!!!!!!!!!! omg..the mother pig ishx sOOOooooo BIIIIGGG...so happiex now..
*go hug moi pig le*
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