All That I've Got

Thursday, July 28, 2005
-6:25:00 PM-

disappointment..
nth but disappointment...
why...
why all moi efforts are gg to the drain..
where's the minmin hu works hard..
where's the minmin hu can ahieve her targets no matter hw high n invincible they were..
where's the minmin hu wont cry over petty things animore..
where's the determined minmin hu wans to get A1s...
nowhere..
nowhere to be seen...
it has all disappeared..
it's a dream..
it's a delusion..
i m deceiving moiself..
i m not wad i c in moiself..
i m not wad pple saw...
i m not wad i wana be...
it's a blank aftall..

moi english ishx getting from bad to worse..
n i seriously duno how to get over it..
i cant afford to fret for it and do nth bout it..
all moi subs are based on ENGLISH...
how m i gg to get A1s when moi english ishx like..
argh..
it's worse than a primary one kid..
perhaps even worse than a kindergarten kid...
even if i fret so much..
it wld be dismissed as worrying too much by others..
but does anione noes...
dat wad i said ishx nth but the truth..
NO!
no one choses to believe
no one choses to take it into consideration...
no one...
hw can i get over tis...

+a change of time+

dedicating this to 4BN:

tis post was supposed to be typed on tuesday...
tuesday was a rainy dae in the morning if anione of u remembered..
bt it was not a normal dae for 4BN,
we did sumth that those pple hu see us as nerds wont believe it..hahazz..

soOo...it all began with aaron's idea of scaring pple when they cum to claz as it was really dark in the morning..ironical ritex..but well..it was raining..cant expect it to be any brighter..sOO...he din wana switch on the lights and wana scare pple..n we did jus that..luckily i was not bein scared though..cos onli Eugene in claz when i came..so well..bein sumone hu cant scare others..it ishx no doubt that he cant scare moi..

anywae,we started with waiting for crys to cum to claz as our target ishx her! cos she has alwaes been playing pranks on us...hahazz..so well..those hu came early crouch under tables and chairs to act as if no one ishx in claz with lights off!
so it was dark..real pitched dark..until at around 7..sum light streamed into the claz...but crys haven arrived yet!!!!!!!

so we began scaring others first, with guys at the front door and gals at the back door..we tot we wld succeed in scaring crys..hu noes...

she opened the back door, and as all the gals are unprepared, we din managed to scare her..n our reaction tym was 1.5s aft we saw her n we all.."aHHHH" cos we din scare her...so it continued as we scare other classmates..the most satisfying being jingqing..hahazz..when we scare him..he was totally shocked and "hugging" himself..hahazz..the action of his was real funny..cant stop luffing...though many pple said that it was lame of us to do that, they joined us in the end...

so when the bell rings for lessons, we thought of a great idea..scaring MS sharm as the first lesson ishx hers! so imagine 30 sumth near 40 students crouching under tables and chairs to hide..n we cant tok loudly at all..oh...we even have pple hu hide under umbrellas! UMBRELLAS u noe?u wld neva believe it..n it's two guys hiding under one...hahazz...den ms sharm did walk past our clazz..but well..she din see us!!!!!!! but she din open the door!!!!!!!!! or else we wld have scared her!!!!! grrr...

so she went awae to check her tymtable while the clazz ishx filled with chuckles and giggles..hahazz..den the gals decided dat we shld go back to our seats and pretend as if nth happen..for we scared that ms sharm may not be able to take the joke..

so all of us went back...sitting in our seats obediently...

then...

ms sharm cum in again...

she asked...

where will u jus now..

we ans..

in clazz...

ms sharm :but when i came in no one was in claz!

we: no there is...

then we kept insisting that we were really in claz (yahz,of course we were realli in claz,jus that we were under tables and chairs...hahazz..)

then ms sharm kept saying that she realli felt weird but we said that she was abit..eerrr..not okiex?cos her maths lesson got one qn she said weird things..hahazz..so she was sumhw convinced that perhaps tues ishx a weird dae..
but our claz?
hahazz...
amazed by the big joke we made...

~4BN ROCKS ON~

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