hmmm...sOO here ishx moi 1-2 hrs of net..well well..i din realli kipz to moi promises though...watched tv for few hrs bahzz...hmmm..no gd...
jus reached hm..why?thanks to dat pw mummy hu wants moi to acc her while she wait ferz her co...so as a goodiex daughter..i jus pei ta lohzz..hahazz..im reluctant though...hmmm...
well..finalli bought jj album to let him sign next wk..haizz..prays no tests..or else i will die until veri cham de..hahazz..i m sOO excited!!!! lala..can get his signature n see him!! hahazz..so pris liling n ben joining..the more the merrier..hope it will be real fun..hahazz...
oral on thurs..wad shld i sae..i m satisfied bahzz..no regrets..i did wad i wan..i said wad i can..rest of it..up to fate to decide bahzz..but luckily i got a gd cher..to moi lahzz..hahazz..din noe dat actually ms chan gave such high marks..lucky those hu went to her..hahazz...
things are getting worse..sumhw..i guess all the past talks bout reconciling n working hard to a better bonding btw us ishx over..i duno wad does that thing dat u wrote mean..izzit referring to moi..i duno..i guess u wont tel moi too..i guess both of us are jus putting on masks n trying to prevent the tension btw us from breaking n eventually leading us to more quarrels n perhaps even causing those neutrals ones in trouble..wadeva it is..if dat thing refers to moi,i hope i get the chance to explain..cos..i m in no gd situation either..i mean...i experienced the moments which u experienced..i experienced the kind of being neglected feeling ferz tis period..but i jus i have to tolerate it..but wad r we trying to prove to each other..dat we can neva be frens?dat we are jus putting on masks?why r we alwaes hurting ourselves..i duno..i realli duno wad's happening..i mean why cant we be like normal kind of pple hu got along..i feel as if u r revenging..u r trying to make moi feel the feeling of being neglected..i feel as if onli if i m bein neglected, den u will feel a sense of euphoria..ishx tis the ending dat u wan..if it ishx..fine..but i will hate u foreva..dat's for sure..cos..no matter wad good moments we have shared..it seems dat u jus couldnt wait to see dat i m dead in front of u...n i can sae..i wont admit defeat..why mus i alwaes put in efforts n be the one hu give in..not animore...yahzz..i m lamenting again..
enuff of tis bahzz...
anywae..i learnt alot of lame jokes from aaron..hahaz..pw mummy ishx so scared by it i guess..or sick of it..hahazz..but i still find it nice..kekexx...
so i shall aim for that money dat moi papa n mama ishx gg to give moi if i lose a kg a week..n i will do dat..now..lost 1.5 kg in the period of 3 n a half dae..shall jia you..dun tempt moi! =))))
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