jus feek down..n i duno why..haizz...
i wana cry..but tears jus cant get out..perhaps..i m fulfilling the wish of not being a teary mi..but...sumhow.e feeling ishx realli not nice..when u cant shout it out..cant cry it out...
i miss you alot..i miss the times when we spent tym together..i realli miss you alot..i kipz telling me everyth will be alritex..yahzz...alritex...but everyth isnt ritex...i duno wad to sae..i dun wana add on stress on u..cos well..i noe..to kipz a relationship gg n to find a balance btw ur fren n bf ishx hard..but...i realli miss you..i realli wana c u..i realli wana spend tym with u..nan dao pei wo ji ge xiao shi ye na me nan ma? i realli miss you sOOo much...
n well..as for u..i duno wad to do..seriously i duno..i duno wad u tinking bout..wad exactly?it hurts mi...it jus hurts..but since i oso duno moi feelings for u..jus let things be..it's unfair if i claimed u r mine jus like dat...but....u told mi u wana c mi tis wk..i said nth..cos surprisingly u read moi mind..i actualli wanted to call u out tis wk de..but when u asked for it..sumhw..to retain moi pride...i said nopex..i duno wad's wrong with mi...i jus take things for granted bahzz...perhaps as u go off next wk..i will den feel the pain...feel the loneliness w/o you..but till now..i still cant convince moiself...
i m not as good as pw bahz..she manage to stick to her study plan..jus now went to c the planner..realised..i pushed backward alot of things cos of rushing hmwk..but things arent gg to get on tis wae..i cant stick to moi plan...
mummy getting her results of the chest n abdomen scan tmr..kor kor taking leave..papa take half dae leave..i m having hols..but got lit seminar..i cant pei mama go take..i feel so heartbroken n bad..wad if history repeats...touchwood though..but there ishx alwaes a wad if..dat makes pple worry..no..nth will happen..nth...
mama..i m not good at expressing..but..i m not dat kind of gal whu does not care at all..i care..i care..i realli care..i nidz u..dere ishx no eternity in tis world..but at least..stae wif mi now...
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