hmmm..i still duno wad to do..i still duno wad ishx he tinking..haizz..wana do sumth...but duno wad...i wana give him sumth...but can u tel mi wad exactly r u thinking?i duno,i cant guess,i wont noe if u keep everyth to urself...waiting ferz ur sms ishx neva easy..but i m still waiting for moi answer...i wana noe...ishx everyth said by eu true?i duno..i got no confidence..i m losing out..i duno why..pls..tel mi why...
haizz...i guess i wont go find him tmr bahz...well well..but.........i wana......argh..nvm...
realised dat i liked being alone sumtyms...too much to bear...haizz..but sumtyms..realli nidz sumone dere...but i dun wana feel as if i m quiet cos i dun wana tok to her..ishx cos i m too tired k...dun misunderstand worx..i wana treasure eu worx..gee...tot of quite sumth todae..perhaps...i will make sum amendments end of tis year..but it's a perhaps onli..cos i still hab hatred..hurhur...
been trying to keep moiself busy with work..dun wana mix arnd..dun wana tok too much..dun wana tink too much..i dun wana do alot of things..n i m not treasuring the pple arnd mi at all..haizz....anywae...i realised i luv maths more n more...hahahz...perhaps mi will gen pw mummy qiang fan wan worx..hahaz..but i enjoyed doing more n more sums todae..duno why..i jus wana kipz gg..keep dd...keep tinking..perhaps by keeping moiself busy..i wont feel the feeling of missing sumone..waiting ferz sumone's sms...haizz....
anywae..papa n mama are soOo gd..haiz...i guessed i m the xin fu one bahzz....i have everyth i wan..papa mama give mi the best of everyth...but i guessed i m not treasuring..haizz..todae papa cum all the wae to sch to give mi moi purse..which i hab been so careless to drop it in the car tis morn..haizz..so careless..den papa mama scared i no $$..so well..papa fetch moi purse to mi...during moi health check...soOO gd...muacks! gee....
realised dat alot of pple told mi dat i m realli pessistmistic n i realli fang bu xia alot of things...n i tend to hurt moiself though the other party ishx so happiex at the other end...perhaps wad huiling sae ishx ritex..i shld learn to be happiex...i should ctrl how i live moi daes..i will try...
i m not gg to tink animore..i dun wana lose eu..i dun wan..i guessed i m gg to kipz moiself busy againzz...
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