finalli the long detested phy test ishx over...which gives e reason why i m here updating though tmr ishx a sch dae..hahazz...gota do sum eng later..tmr writing speech..n formal summore...alwaes get the formal one nehx..stupid! haizz...speaking bout eng..mrs yee hug mi in claz todae!!!!!! so embarrassing norx...hahazz...bt well..i found dat mrs yee ishx realli a person hu do things veri de sa tuo..ehx..duno hw to sae in eng..hhahazz...
nw nw...i m getting paranoid n irritated easily sumtyms..perhaps due to pw mummy...hu hab such a BIG influence on me...*ironic* *hurhem* hahazz....anywae...i start to take test less seriously le..kinda like wad the pt of gg sOoO much fer a test...n compete against others jus to get a higher mark n hab dat kind of satisfaction..izzit worth it?! i duno..i onli noe if tis go on...the frenship can neva carry on like tis...cos i cant take it at all...i m a bad tempered person i shld sae..n i cant contain moi emotions at all..i do admit dat..bt i do hope the past few happiez daes stae...ishx like ishx sOoO hard to find dat kinda feeling again..i dun wan let it fade..bt well well..sumhw..u duno...bt i realli dun like pple to compete..i mean tink of it in pri sch..when u compete wif ur clazmates..to get that kinda higher mark satisfaction..nw cum to tink of it..wad it is? a void isn't it...i mean does it mean sOOO big in ur life..btw frenship n competing...izzit worth to gib up one th dat ishx so hard to get yet fragile over competing against marks?i duno..i dun like tis kinda feeling..i feel dat i may burst out one dae sumhw...sumhw..i dun like competing pple..healthy competition ishx gd..bt when u compete till u get paranoid n treated dat person n th sOoO seriously..i get pretty irritated..well..thanks to pw mummy..fer opening moi mind...*nods*
anywae...i hab a new tutor..hahazz...those arnd mi will noe dat i m overjoyed over tis..i duno why..bt sumhw...i like his teaching alot..i like HIS TEACHING...dun anyhw tink kaex..hurhem...hahazz..moi phy gt hope nw..kekex...and denise angel tutor ishx so nice n cute...kekexx...yeah...tmr seeing him...hahazz...i enjoyed his tuition...so nice nice...at least he does nt sit dere n tel u "i duno" answers which get on moi nerves..
n todae gt cdc...heard her toking wif chor ming over godffrey(??? spell??) hu ishx sick n actualli din wana pai lian..den went over to costume grp...den she told mi more nahzz...was like...pls lahzz...as a SM did u fulfill ur responsibility?? u sae ur ju 7 daes neva pai lian..bt ask urself..izzit cos of urself or wad...i bet u r involved too..even dun hab...wad bout the past pai lians..when u tel ur actors dat u cant come halfwae n left them waiting fer you n in the end sae "sry i cant make it". does tis make up fer the lost? nt at all..do u hab a valid reason?i m nt in e position to judge..bt sumhw...ur reasons are sOOO clinche n stupid...go tink of beta ones nahzz...lie oso duno hw to lie...n halo..he ishx sick nehx...n u jus scold him like dat..izzit justifiable nt...ask urself...or rather do u noe wad ur members feel bout you nt?i bet u dun...cos u hardly interact wif them...in jan pai lians..all i can see ishx u keep following him when he gt cum to tian tang di yu de pai lian..den ur ju like invisible de..den feb...as though u hab disappeared in thin air..n left all ur members wasting their tym off waiting fer pai lian which neva took place coZ of u! n nw..fancy u shouting n yelling at ur members when he ishx sick to pai lian n he jus hab to oblige n went on dd things though he ishx nt feeling well..ishx tis fair??? kinda irritated...it has been soOo long since i tok bout tis stupid person in moi blog..dun wana dirty moi entries..bt when i noe bout tis stuff..i was quite angry nahzz...i hate pple hu onli noe hw to tok n nth done..pls set a gd eg b4 scolding ur members..fer mi moiself..i dun mind to be scolded by chor ming or yen yang if i did anyth wrong fer pai lian...cos they r in e position to scold...u? i doubt so...dere ishx still more to cum..hw bout section 2?? hab u forgotten dat u r the SECTION LEADER of section 2! fancy seeing u late fer meetings...n sOoO on..the list ishx jus too long..n leaving things fer the other two leaders to do..ishx tis fair? shut up dat big mouth of urs when u cant even set a gd eg fer ur fellow members to follow...wad kind of big aspirations u use to tok bout last tym..all crap..rubbish..onli noe hw to tok...
jus feel dat it ishx unfair...
anywae..todae went to toilet wif angel to change into her angel clothes..she veri de cute..hahazz...shall nt mention wad happen..ishx realli duhzz..isnt it? hahazz...hur hur
hmmm..found out dat he gt buy the tix fer drama nitex..well..so he neva lie to mi..hahahazz..kinda happiezz..kekezz...cos..well...duno nahzz..i duno wad i m tinking..sumhw..i jus wish dat a miracle will happen btw us...bt ishx dere a nidz?*ironical*
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