been dd tis skin for quite sum tym...finalli it ishx up..
anywae...todae sports dae..yahzz...i return to dat place..discipline duty...din realli cheer..i was tired all along..n the constant standing up make mi feel soOOOoOo tired norx...morn was like leading the "lost" sheeps in...den so tiring..cos one person will cost u a lOoooOong lOOoOooong wae...hahaz...bt i did fulfill moi duty kaex...bt as there arent soOooOo mani lost sheeps..i gt nth to do u noe..haizz..den saw pw mummy...so led her to 4bn norx...den denise came n sOOoOo on..like to play wif si xuan sumtyms...kekex...duno why nahzz...den nth to do..soOoOo go 4bn dere stand tok tok a while den do duty den if gt pple kan hao lead till dere..oso go tok tok..haiz...
saw him while dd duty huhxx...was like..dotz...i din expect to be able to c him s i m nt dd his level mahzz...no cheering for his level too...kinda sad nahzz initialli..bt well..jus wana fulfill moi duty bt din expect to c him norx...bt welll..i actualli veri happiez to c him..cos since i dun hab his level duty...i cant go find him oso wad...so qi guai..hahazz...ehxx....i realize moi feelings nw le lahzz...bt i cant...nopex..i cant..argh...bt sum feelings cant ctrl nahzz...gee...let's c hw bahzz...perhaps its a temperament emotion onli..bt left wif few months in cchms..wad can i do huhx...last yr oso like dat...dat person left wif few months..nw ishx mi..i realize last yr i ke wang de duty ishx opp of tis year..hahazz...so dotz lehx....
den discipline duty sOOoOo stupid norx...pple were rushing out as if dey neva gO toilet b4..kinda pek cek cos soOoo mani pple gg out..den oso duno wana stop them or let them go out..n i neva had such a big stack of ez link cards on moi hand b4 nehxx...den gt two guys wana fight like dat..dey siaoz lahz..soOo lame..8 cant stand it* den later mj dun let pple go out..bt sum pple realli veri urgent norx..can c...i realli wish to let them go out norx...if i put moiself in their shoes..i will be sOOoOo...urgent still cant go toilet..kinda stupid norx..bt well..nt dat i wana go against mj...jus cos sum pple realli urgent..i will bu she de den let them goOo out lahzz...bt of course..those duhz guys hu keep gg toilet get lost lahzz...hahazz...i find out frm todae dat guy's bladder like nt gd like dat..mostly r guys gg out norx..duhzzz....
den aft dat went out wif jy...watch jian gui 10 or 10 jian gui..wadeva..it's humour plus horror..i tink the scriptwriter ishx superb...bt the director nt dat gd bahzz..hahaz..dat's wad i tink..nice movie lehxx...i hab neva seen one horror plus humour de..nw i saw one le..hahaz...bt of course i scared nahz..was like holding hands wif jy..gee...den practicalli e whole cinema ishx full of cchms pple..n dey duno wad ishx self discipline de nehx...make noise for no reason..irritating..den aaron n ben n xuan n joanne n joleen..still gt hu huhx...ehx...inside cinema too..hahazz...quite nice bahzz...overall...
pw mummy msg sort of make me out of moi wits i shld sae..haizz..i duno...firstly..recently..i m exp emotional stuff n i cant ctrl moi temper n attitude...sry to those whom i hab de zui...i din meant it..bt i jus get frustrated beri easily...n i cant get tis off mi...n i duno y pple r sOooO paranoid over deir marks...duno lehx..i find dat i change le..wadeva mark i get..i let it be..since tis ishx wad i can do onli..duno nahzz..i dun wana aim sOooO high le...n towards her..i duno why..i jus cant bring moiself to be open towards her..somehw i felt dat i cant communicate well wif her..n there's nth i can do..i m trying..bt i cant..duno why...why tis thing happened..i oso duno....help! argh...i felt soOoOo bad n guilty towards her...cos i kinda ignore her like wad she said..bt..sorriex...i cant explain moiself..cos i oso duno wd i m feeling..i will try..sry for hurting u..b assured dat tis frenship wld cont...i will make it fine...perhaps...i cant bring moiself to e past le..i m realli a changed person..i cant trust ani frenships le..cos it's void all along..hence i cant put in soOooO much effort animore..i prefer to be alone..i prefer to be dependent on moiself..i dun wan pple to noe mi inside out...cos i m once betrayed by tis kinda trust..sOOooOo dat's why bahzz..i dun wana find excuse..i noe i m in e wrong..i will try to change bahzz...=) oso...haizz...jy oso told mi e same th..arhhh...i realli duno wad to do...
~i realize moi feelings towards him todae...~
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