miss you all so much..perhaps...i wana live like u all wif freedom n joy..bt mayb it's cos we cant see each other sorrows that caused us to be envy of each other's life...
hmm...todae went to checkup early in e morning..haix..bad news..nt gota sae it here..bt i will work towards to my goals anywae...i wont disappoint my dad n mum in anywae *humph*
den went walk walk..hmm...todae papa so gd norx..i merely sae i wanted to see if gt the swimming type of cap..den he immediately find n buy it for me..i was like...ah...papa so gd norx...haix...it was ex to me nahx...cos when i go swimming i hated the chlorine..eeekkksss...it "destroy" my hair..gee...so well i gt the cap..bt i scared of wearing sumhw...cos like veri bald..gee..
den i oso merely sae jiayi goggles gt degree one..like specs like dat..immediately my dad ask the salesgal whether gt nt..i was like -_- den i tried..haha...500 degree..600 degree i look liao so blur...make me blur too..keke...it was real ex..well my dad still buy it for mi! geee..muacks..so happiex...den he oso bought swimming costume for my mum..which means i can go swimming wif them nxt tym...gee..nice nice...heex...swam 24 laps ytd...wanted to con..bt too late le..scared..haix...gotta hate my target..*determination*gee
den i bought slping bag too..cos well...ccl camp need..den i oso wan nahx..or else veri ma fan everytym go camp...gee.
den i slept all the wae to 4pm like dat..then me bro papa n mama go see car car...gee..i dun like see car car..so neva go norx..waste tym onli..well my bro realli bought his dream car..bt i can see my papa n mama quite worried for him...i gt no comments...cos since he wanted it so much..n though my papa n mama advise him so much..he still wana go ahead to spend his money jus like dat..wad can we do...well in e end ishx onli him hu suffer... so well..gd luck to him den... den me mama cried ...duno why..guess cos of the car car bahx..shrugs..i noe sumth ishx goin on btw bro n mama..bt i dun wish to ask nahx..later kanna scolded..well..i can onli sae..i wana grow up..i noe..to work ishx nt easy..bt i wana provide for my parents..i wan..i dun wan them to slog so hard..n in e end..my bro gt wings le..jus fly awae like dat..i wont..i wan to stae wif them..sumtyms i realli wonder..w/o them...will i kill myself too..cos i find no meaning in living w/o my papa n mama..haix..
well..dat tuition teacher forgt dat she gt tuition me todae..-_- so i jus forget it norx..haix..
was listening to " i dream" by sylvester n taufik..haha..it's nice..well..duno why i cried so easily nwadaes..i guess i can make it to those 10 sec luo lei th..haix..duno nahx...i m veri emotional nwadaes..todae duno cried hw mani times le..bt i duno wad i m crying for..all i noe ishx i m heartbroken by wad ishx happening in my world..
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream ....
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