haix...seems dat my blog ishx soo neg..bt i dun wan to be sad too..bt i cant choose to feel wad i wana feel...sadness jus overwhelm me sumhw..i felt so trapped...haix..
okiex...for sum happiex th...looking forward to thurs..cos gg msia..so so so happiex...gee...finalli i can go overseas nehx..though nt far nahx..bt still satisfied..gee..bt means cant go for sec1 registration...bt last yr nehx..sort of haix...duno nahx...den i felt so..cos needa tel oli bout it..bt horx..i scared quarrel wif her or wad..dat tym cos of the chalet nearly quarrel wif her nehx..den i dun like nahx...haix...so i jus find replacement..den she suddenly so serious..scared me..she sae needa show passport n nt dat she was gg against me or wad..i was like...i tot wad th..tot she's gg to sae wad..haix...i like nv turn up for duty veri bad nehx...bt i wan go msia norx..being caught btw..i sms her n ask if can tel me e tym..den she called me n sae she oso duno..bt guess ishx whole dae..so which means i cant go for registration n msia together...haix...actualli i hab neg tots bout it...*shrugs*
hmmm...went for cdc...haix..my acting skills r realli plunging dwn...i felt that i am a lan4 actress...i dun understand why i m qualified for the lao tai po in the esplanade performance..till nw..i m nt satisfied wif my acting of that..i cant tu po at all..i like veri xiao hai zi norx..cant act like dat..bt i m jus so xiao hai zi..i cant change tis..haix...grr...bt for acting..actualli everyth cld be changed one..bt i dun seem to be able to..hw hw hw...i dun feel like acting at all..dun feel like..haix...me acting skilss sux nw...hw to improve..chor ming helped me a little..haix..i wan to break out!
haix..todae hab a major headache..bt went swimming though..haix..din manage to reach my target..cld nt swim much..had dat kinda feeling..haix..as i swim..i tink of a lot of th..my past..present n future...hu r exactly my fren n foe..i duno..haix..dun wish to tink bout it..
tok to him till 3 am ytd..haix...wad's the diff btw care n luv...when u care for sumone bt u dun luv dat person izzit still meaningful to carry on..i dun tink so nahx..bt i din comment much..jus b a listening ear..bt if u wan me to console..i guess i cant do it...
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