lost
lost
lost
i hate tis feeling
i duno wad m i sad for
i duno wad m i crying for
i duno
in my heart
it's blank
my mind
controlled me
bt i lose control sumhw
i wana cry out loud
bt i've nth to cry for
emotions
i hate it
it overwhelm u so much dat u cant believe it
i feeling totalli
lost.
wad m i so sad for
wad...nt even i noe
will anyone noe
i finalli watched finish hzgg3 le..well the plot ishx far more exciting to me..bt it means more tears..i guess tis the first series dat i cried so hard for..i duno why i cry..bt the plot ishx simply too touching even till e last episode..it touched my heart..melt my heart..it's nice..bt i guess ishx oso cos of tis..i feeling so lost..i neva had felt so uncontrolled b4...
i guess i shld nt doubt myself animore..they two r truly bitches..they betrayed me..finalli i get everyth clear..cm..it's no use paraphrasing wad they said..wad for..since they said it so crudely..dun blame me for anyth..since u all tink dat the whole th i m in w wrong..let it be..bt stop spreading arnd..nt bcos of wad they will tink of me..jus dat i feel dat u re are realli pathetic..need to fight n spread things so hard n make up stories till pple will ke lian u all..bitch ishx e ritex word for two of you..i alwaes tot dat i m in e wrong for my attitude n others..bt aft hearing wad u all did behind my back..jus get lost..
listen gd
WHETHER OR NOT I GO TO CDC ISHX NONE OF UR BUSINESS U ALL DUN HAVE TO SPREAD THINGS ARND LIKE FIRE..IF I DUN WAN TO GO CDC..I WONT DRAG OTHERS NOT TO GO..I WONT CALL THEM NT TO GO..I WONT MAKE UR ATTENDANCE MORE PATHETIC THAN EVA..BT IF OTHERS DUN WANNA GO COS I DUN GO,DAT'S NT MY PROB,BLAME IT ON U ALL LAN4 LEADERSHIP OR RATHER POPULARITY..DUN PUSH ALL E BLAME TO ME..N COMPLAINT TO OTHERS BEHIND ME,BE IT ISHX TEACHERS OR THE EX COM.IF U ALL GT E GUTS,SAE IT IN FRONT OF ME,DUN NEED U ALL TO HIDE IT..I WILL STILL NOE IT ANIWAE..SO JUS SHUT UP N CONFRONT ME FOR ALL U ALL WAN..WO BU XI HAN ZUI HOU ZHE FEN YOU QING HUI BU HUI SHI BAI,YING WEI WO KAN TOU LE NI MEN.
no one can tok to me bout patching up wif tis two bitches nw..i will neva..i see tru them..wad they did behind me..i underestimate their ability...xia4 jian4...i spell it very clear here...if u all wana continue toking behind my back..n try to make up stories which wont happen,dun blame me..i will have my revenge..u all will have ur retribution...wad she sae ishx ritex...sum pple in cdc r jus applying their acting skills in real life....cos as ur acting skills get beta,they will make use of their acting skills to let u fell into their trap..indeed i believe nw..pple in cdc are acting so much nw..make me realli regret to contribute...
anywae..thanks for telling me..u make me see tru them..n oh..if those bitches gt cum my blog..pls get ur books off my house asap..u noe hu u r...i give u a wk..if u dun cum n clear..i will jus throw them awae..i give u a chance..if u dun wan it..too bad..ur books pollute my rm..wif all those awful marks dat u scored in all those tests..
dun blame me for putting it so crudely..u make me do it..if u all can,i oso can do it..let's see wad will happen...
i dun mind losing wad i have nw..as long as i can work towards my goals..u all cant ctrl me by all those words dat came out frm all ur stinky mouth...
i maybe crude bt ask urselves wad had u all done..nth against ur conscience?i doubt so...ask urselves wad things had u all done..u all can lie to everyone..bt u all neva noes..hu neva fall for ur trap for ur lies..shut up...
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