All That I've Got

Wednesday, November 03, 2004
-1:10:00 AM-

the bits n pieces of my life seemed to have lost sumhw..
w/o me knowing it at all..
onli cum to realise
i can nv find this pieces again
the jigsaw puzzle dat was bout to b finished
can nv b finished nw
i cant see the pic anymore
it's jus a dream left
jus wad i tot to be
bt nt in reality

why mus i care for sum pple whu doesnt deseerve it at all
why do i feel e pain n nt them
why mus i put on a brave front
as if nth has happened at all
when sumth did

hw wld u feel
if u were made to live alone all of a sudden
losing the pillar of ur life
my world darkens wif no doubt
bt...
they doesnt give u a chance to explain urself at all
u r deemed to b lik dat
nth can change it

i care for him
bt he chose to keep things to himself
w/o giving us a space to talk
w/o giving me a chance to care
w/o giving me an opportunity to support
n in e end
it's a tragedy btw we two
cos we cant understand wad each feels

u can nv get wad u get when u put in so much efforts
nt at all

i dun wan to lose anyth i once hav
cos...
w/o doubt
i can sae
i did try my best
in wadeva i do
wadeva i hav
i tried to treasure
bt u turned me dwn
then in e end
u sae
it's over...
wad's e meaning..
i duno..

dun give me a riddle to guess
i neva noes wad u all feel
bt u all chose to tel others
hu does nt have the right to noe
u all chose to do tis
wad m i left wif
nth bt nt even a chance to explain

is is fair
can u all tink bout it
oh
i forgt
u all wont
cos in ur heads
u all tink dat u all e alwaes in e ritex

i shld nt care
bt even if i realli does
does it concern u all
i guess nt
cos it neva cross ur minds
wad we went tru
instead it's all wad u tink

him
give me a chance
can u..
eva eva understand

no....

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