well...debrief ishx over..tot i wld die..bt well..i survived..bt struggled...ruth kept askin me bout my marks..sorry..bt duno y..jus dun wish to tel anyone..i was too moody..
as for eng paper one..those hu paid attention to ms chan lecture on my qn..wld have notice dat my compo was flashed..as out of pt..well..ya it's me..wadeva..hu can it b bt me..at the moment i saw dat..tears welled up...cried...i duno if pw mummy noes...bt well...both of us broke our promise...we cried..haix...i tot we cld keep the promise..apparently..we broke it..n cried..
mixed feelings towards ms chan showin my compo on the scree during the debrief.....inside me..i was nt angry bt real sad..i mean she's my elit teacher mind u..n fancy an elit student doin so badly in eng..ridiculous..bt gotten angry in e end cos she kept flashing compo frm 3 BN...i duno y..y mus she do tis..i dun understand y she flashed all 3BN major mistakes on it..n type ur initial..it will b so obvious dat it's u..i mean for elit..3BN did our best for her..i duno y...jus keep hearing pple saying..ta geng 3BN you chou huhx..thanks pw mummy..for lending me ur shoulder...thanks...for ur cheering me up...n crys too..she wrote me a note..sweet...melts my heart...well...aft everyth end..she ended off wif those pple hu i flashed on the screen may nt b the failers...pw n sh were kept saying she ishx lookin at me n toking to me..duno..didnt notice..for the whole lecture..i jus lean on mummy shoulder..tears welled up sumtimes..n i jus stare blankly..i didnt absorb anyth at all..bt during discipline duty for sec4 grad ceremony..ms chan saw me..was so surprised dat she recognised me...then she jus asked me if i m feeling beta n said dat i passed for overall..well..pw...ya..ni bu yong qing wo chi fan le..kekex..dat means i realli fail for part one..haix...i m immune...
phy was..haix..duno wad to sae..it's gd or bad..i oso duno..cos the cohorde(spell?) marks oso lik tis..bt it's nt a gd mark..haix..
as for ss..realli i feel..haix..i mean out of 12 classes..3 classes...under the teacher i duno hw to spell her name..she's a new teacher...all under her gt 70-80-90 for ss...n the highest was 45/50...can u believe it..when other classes..the rest of the 8 classes..altogether..less than 10 passed the paper..it's so unfair...it's lik can see dat she shld remark lohx..ms khairani said dat other teachers n her all marked lik olevels lik dat..i mean i m nt angry bout dat..bt it's lik it's so obvious dat there ishx sumth fishy bout it lohx...bt well i wld rather b marked lik o levels than getting too complacent bout it..well i passed..haix..i duno..ishx failing ss n getting a v gd mark a1 for phy n beta mark for eng beta..haix..
sec4 grad was taking attendance for 3md..when need to retak attendance..she jus walked awae..lik i m invisible..well..duno y..gt a feeling of giving up..i sms her ytd nt a single reply..wad's mean by tis..i duno..i feel lik giving up..since she cant face it..then well..i wont wan to face it too..haix..me spirits r dampened by her attitude..
saw those curs todae too..haix..i hate them..still bear dat hatred..hmm..saw sharon..she came bac..guess they told her bout it..wadeva..
n Dominic ishx the Mr Chung Cheng...yeah..so happi for him..his voice ishx nice...heex..i mean for half a yr hav been working n acting hard for hu de chuan qi wif him...he's a gd guy aftall...so happi for him..rem the times when the director asked us bout our "life story" n he was so lame..kekex...precious memories..
n huiyi..thanks for everyth...a little msg means alot..thanks lots..=)
~i m tired..pls..dun make me give up..pls tell me dat u're worth waiting for..pls give me strength..dun make me lose hope in tis frenship..~
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