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mInmIn
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20th august 1989
Temasek Junior College
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argh...dwn wif flu..i hate flu sumtimes...it's so irritating n u keep sneezing non stop..grr..
well bt i m happi...cos finalli i reconcile wif my mummy..heex...i tot she ishx still upset n wont reply me..instead we reconcile..so happi..haix...one wk of "cold war" ishx enuff...jus dun lik it..so weird..c each other mus ..hw to sae..jus guai guai...dun lik it...heex...finalli everyth ishx okiex...aywx..her glucose level th ishx worrying..hope things get beta for her...n made me so guilty..heex...muackx mummy...thanks for ur sayang...kekex..
hmm..well.finalli rushed finish dat stupid lit hmwk...it's realli crazy..i guess i did bout 100 qn of lit tis hols..nt kidding at all..it real...4 scenes of 12th nitex...38 qn of quick fire one..7 poems...wad do u tink...grr...so angry i spent so much time on hmwk...n chem test on thurs..i realli hate the idea of it..i have to learn n learn..n everyone sae it's hard..make me more scared...grr...i hate tis..i still have my chi prelims to learn...guess...i will die...ahhhhhhhhhh....help
tmr gt bio n i m still here...cos well..i cant slp..wana finish my chem..crap..i will still learn it tmr..haix..ss remedial ishx cancelled...i duno y...bt noe frm pris blog bout ms khairani thinkin she's nt a gd ss teacher n our ss test we did wad she told us nt to do..well...was kinda shocked by tis..n sad..actualli she has tried her best ba.perhaps our batch humanities ishx jus...okiex..sux...bt teachers had try their best..we jus dun get it..i oso duno y...hu can tel us e reason..hope ms khairani ishx beta...haix..
well...hmmmm...goin back to my chem..since tmr bio start at 9.30..well..i will jus slp late..actualli i enjoy such sch life...well...mayb i m more to the poly life...i wan go poly..bt it's hard to go to uni...haix...guess i m still stuck wif jc..kekex..
aywx...to hui yi...gd luck for ur prelims..jia you...tata...bro cum back le..gotta go..heex..
oh..i gt my jerry yan 's cd..heex..nice nice..bought jay's one too..ah.......all so nice...need music to perk me up..heex...
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hmmm...finalli did the those hmwk dat r deemed as tedious...left wif elit that ishx the most disastrous..haix...when can i finish lit? i guess neva...4 scenes of qn...which ishx lik bout 60 over qn...n poetry wksht...*faints* when can i eva finish...n i do lit if my ans veri short..i v uneasy one...hw..grr...i m nt goin to spend my hols on lit onli...n my chem test..grr...other pple so gd..take le...bt i dun have the feeling that i gt a chem test..ahhhhhh....*scream out loud*
todae did finish the a maths qn..was so "nervous" while doin cos scared duno hw to do...will get veri frustrated..luckily denise guide me tru...hmmmm...i guess i will stae up late...for the lit..haix...tis aftnoon was slack..*shakes head* cant carri on lik dat..i'm nt goin to let tis wk go to waste..*nods head* kekex..
start to feel lonely...i hate tis feeling...nitex will jus overwhelm me sum hw...well...used to it...bt...i hate tis...hmmm...well i chatted wif him...if he eva read tis blog....kekex..cos he sae he sumtimes will cum onli mahx(which ishx once)...hmm...ya...jus nw i didnt wan put dwn the fone...i neva wan...neva...if i can...i wan to spend every moment wif u...hmmmm...ya..to ur qn...i miss you...*serious* realli miss you...jus duno hw to sae...sorriex for nt saying it out...jus duno...
though there may be little communication btw us...i rem the promise we had...i rem the happi things we once shared...i rem those sweet moments we once had...i rem the closeness we have...i wont eva forget...n i wont allow myself to forget...hw i wish time cld jus stop sumtimes...i hoped the promise still hold..no one will replace u...no one eva will...
okiex..mayb i m getting emotional...bt well i duno wad's wrong wif myself..i jus cant sae tis things out to u..duno y...arghh...i hate tis confusion in me...forgive me if u can...wad a weakling soul i m...bt..i miss u n alwaes will...
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TIRED.......kekex...bt fun in e poly....though v interested in their life..bt i guess ishx hectic inside..kekex...well..e exhibition was okiex...aft i went out of the internet cafe n aft lunch...surprisngly..e crowd started to cum in...even pri sch kids...cute bt well..they jus play ard...as if it's no one's business...then alvin was there giving them smell all those oil dat he investigate to repell cockroaches...dotx...then they were so disgusted by it...hmmm...then gt one man..his voice like jus break half..then ruth sae he tok lik a donald duck...well..some sort...bt shhhhh...heex...then welll tok to e pple tilll so thirsty...
overall everyth was okiex...nice nice...miss it...heex...n mr tan bring us back in his car...so nice..heex...well bt the bad part has yet to cum...alot pple sae a maths ishx hard...initialli wanted to go try e qns...though i dun have ms sharmila lesson todae...bt aft their comments...was...ehx..dun dare go touch..kekex..then progress report...mum dad neva sae anyth...bt im nt at all happi bout my performance...grr....results nt showing at all...
n ya..same lik denise...i m addicted to e music..where ishx e love...so nice...kekex...anywae...denise..my a maths..kekex...n well alot pple sae chem was hard..scared scared...grr...hw i wish i dun have chem test...haix...chem...my weakest sub...bt beta than my eng...which ishx....hopeless...
nxt wk hols=supplementary claz=no hols...pris wrote dat on board...totalli agree...heex...
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haha..i'm at the ngee ann poly library nw...kekex...the internet cafe..cool...hmm..okiex lahx...the place ishx nice...bt i'm bored...actualli shld b at the exhibition hall one..bt there so cold n boring...grr...i wld rather b in sch tak chem..they havin hcl nw..guess their chem test will b soon...n im here blogging...grr...still gt that chem test load...hope it wont b diff...haix...wad shld i do nw..i m so bored...n tis com will promt me evey 30 sec as i neva bk tis com...hw irritating will tis be..kekex...bt bein here ishx nice... u 're treated as a guest..heex...bt all those staring n tinking hu r u ishx so weird..cos every1 ishx dress in civilian..n so mani couples around...so guai...kekex...hmmm..i m still slacking here...actualli shld go back to exhibition hall..dat place was cool...heex...kaex..tata..
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okiex...tmr cant tak chem test le..cos haix...gotta go to the biotech fair...n ruth keep sayin wan go at 8 am..wad can i sae...hmmm...welll....anywae gotta miss e last dae of sch..so stupid..i dun like to miss schools...okiex...fine..im a slow learner..so need time n guidance to absorb all those stupid knowledge that i alwaes failed to comprehend..
grr...gt back bio test...i need quite a lot of marks frm the next test to get A1...grr...gotta try...*try*
anywae jus nw sze hwee sms me to clear e misunderstandings btw us last weekend..haix...at least..manage to clear it in e sense..bt she ishx still angry...haix..wad can i sae...jus hope dat she can calm dwn...dun dare to tok to her tis few daes..later make things worse...hope she ishx okiex...though chances r v slim..sobs...
anywae..hmmm...jus feel dat pple have diff perspective of hw they blog.....they chose to blog wad they wan...so well we have no ritex to comment...n tink dat they r bein so.....to blog...wad they tink they wan...
well..so tired...anywae...still gonna go do sum hmwk though nt takin chem ba...denise....mus help me in a maths...sobs...
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